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Birds of, Faces

On how we are, trapped, by our own, fates, destined, to repeat that same, cycle, again, and again, and again, day after day, after day, after day, after, day…translated…

I.

The Birds, not Measured by the Flocks or Singularly, but a Singular, a, Bundle of, the Mountains, the Lakes, or even, a Day.————The Birds, They No Longer Wanted to Live in the Measurements of, Humans Again.

A Bird, it May Not be a, Bird, But that Heart.  A Heart that Falls Downward…………All Things that Came to Fall, Will Be Mistaken as being able to Fly, Especially for Birds.

Birds, When They’re in Flight, Lose the Quantitative Measurement, Along with Their Forms of, Being Assigned as, Birds

So, what you see, isn’t, what actually, is, things aren’t what they appeared to be, and yet, we often get too caught up in the forms of things, without realizing, that there could be, the possibilities, of what we perceive being, something else.

II.

illustration by the writer, off of UDN.com

The Eggs of Birds, Fitting to Use in the Poetry, or the, Cooking of, Dishes, as Well as, for the, Working Class.

The Circular, Slouching into Work, Getting Sat on, Hatching Out.  The Time Waited for it to Incubate, the Space Incubating it too, coming into form and being, for the Sake of a Brand New, Beautiful, World

Finally, Broken Out of that Shell, Ahhh, that Round, that Round Face of, a, Clown.

The Ears are the Wings on the Face, Flying Upward, Higher, Higher, Higher Up in the Air, Leaving Everything Behind, Yet, Falling Back, into, the Karmic, Cycles.

And so, this is on being, STUCK, as what we are, our roles that we play in the world, we can’t, escape that, no matter how we try, and, we can’t fight it, because, we got, PUT in our, places here.

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That, is What You Get, for Not, NEUTERING All the Men in Your Lives, Completely…

Those sons-of-bitches (four-legged and otherwise!), they all start doing their “business”, all over the places, and that, is what you get, for not, NEUTERING all the men in your lives, completely.

I mean, you DO realize, how we women gotta, TRAIN them, sons-of-bitches (the four-legged, AND the two-legged varieties!), correctly, right?  We can’t allow them to do their “business” everywhere inside of our homes (there’s carpeting, that will have that huge PISS stain!!!)…

because how “cute” they looked, we’d, not punished them for what they D-I-D, which leads to, even MORE repeated, BAD behaviors! Photo from online

And because as women, we have the tendencies of letting our more nurturing sides (that’s what’s believed, right???) take over when they start @#$%ING things up in our lives, making a huge mess take over, that’s why, we unknowingly, continually, WIPE their sorry ASSES, which in turn, caused them to, SUCK even HARDER on us, bleeding us, dry!

And it’s still ALL our faults, because we do NOT go down HARD on them that very first time they’d (cheated, lied, peed on the ground, where there’s NO newspaper……….) fucked up, which aided them into believing, that hey, it’s okay if we FUCK, LIE, HUMP, yada, yada, yada, yada, because my “honey” will always be there, to clean this SHIT up FOR me.

We still got our selves to blame, for them mother FUCKERS (don’t pardon me here!), because we allowed them, to DRAIN us dry, and by that, we’d become, the ENABLING “parties” of this, dynamic duo of ABUSE!

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Does it Matter, WHO, Becomes, the Next Head of State?

Of course not, as the DDP had already, RUN this country to TEN-FEET under (‘cuz six-feet ain’t, deep, ‘nough!), off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

If there are, no mishaps, the President, Tsai will be announcing the new head of state today.  But, even IF there are, accidents, we won’t be, the least bit, surprised; reason being, this circus had started playing two months back since the DDP lost the area elections.  And so, this time, the DRAG doesn’t keep our eyes, tuned, in.

Currently, the candidate for the new head of state is the former vice president, Chen.  For two months, from Su’s being asked to stay on post, to the possible candidates of Su, Chen, Gu, etc., etc., etc., etc.; to Su’s “resigning and waiting”, returning back to Gu, Su, Chen’s “possible candidates”, the disc just skips, skips, and skips, again, again, and, again, clearly, the DDP had, NO fitting personnel anymore.

a DOG that’ll roll over, play dead, SIT, STAY, SHAKE, for a “treat” is what Tsai’s looking for as her head of State! Photo of former president Obama with his poodle, from online

Looking at all of these, “possible candidates” for the “head of State”, the “first choice”, former VP, Chen’s misspeaking during the pandemic, lacking the professionalism; and he was jokingly called the “salesperson for Medigenvac”, his candidacy is, completely, questionable.  While Su’s abusing his special power, Gu’s brashness, they are all, ill-fitted for the position.  Let alone on the subject of the “time-being man of choice”, none of these can even manage the matter of the DDP’s losing the elections.

Lin who’d lost out in the mayoral race of Hsinbei City, was named as well, the one who’d nominated him stated that he was, “without flaws”.  Translation?  That he didn’t have the problems of “plagiarizing his graduate papers”.  And, if this is considered as an added quality to take over the country’s most important posts then, the government of Tsai surely had, lowered ITS, qualification in leadership style, leadership abilities, as well as morale.

Whether it be Su, Gu, or Chen, the three shared one quality: they are all very trusted by the president, Tsai.  Bluntly told, Tsai is only, looking for a surrogate for her own beliefs.  And, if this is the case, it would NOT matter, W-H-O is, the HEAD of, state.  It’s clear to see, whether Tsai plans to, “start off anew” or if she wanted to, “keep the powers at her table”.

And so, this president only wanted a good doggy, who’ll, do what he is told, and, who will be that good dog at Tsai’s feet again?  Yeah, I don’t’ think it matters, so long as she’d trained him, to NOT pee and poop EVERYWHERE all over the place, then, she wouldn’t trained her “good doggy”, well enough.  Tsai enjoyed being the puppeteer, which is why Su got FIRED, because Su went off on his own, he strayed from her rule, so she’d, OUSTED him.

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Ten Death in “Small Taipei”, the 72-Year-Old Suspect of California Shooting Used the Gun on Himself

Whatever the cause of this man’s going on a shooting rampage wasn’t important, this still showed how desperate the U.S. is in need of that next-to-impossible-to-pass GUN CONTROL law!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The L.A. County Police confirmed on the 22nd, that, in Monterrey Park where back in the eighties, there were the immigrants from Taiwan, the place was known as “Little Taipei” on the evening of the 21st, there was a mass shooting, and the suspect on the twenty-second, used a gun on himself to commit suicide in a white van in Torrance, California.  The deputy of the county sheriff’s office pointed out, that the seventy-two-year-old suspect, Huu Can Tran was of Asian descent, the motives of his shooting, unknown.  Based off of the locals and those who are familiar with the dance studio, “Dancing Star” where the shooting occurred, the shooting may have been due to jealousy.  This had shocked the president of the U.S. Biden, who was on vacation with his own wife, Jill, he’d ordered all federal government offices to raise the flags halfway up the staffs on the 26th to offer condolences.

the video of the news, off of YouTube

The officials told, there are no suspects on the run in this case, there were ten fatalities, ten wounded, and the motives of the shooting is still pending investigation.  The locals told, the owner of the Dancing Star, Ma came from China, he’d owned and operated the dance studio locally in Monterrey Park for more than two decades, and offered the courses in ballroom dancing, hosted many dancing competitions, the customers to the place are over fifty, mostly.

The Chinese Association in Los Angeles’s chairwoman, Chuang told, he’d known Ma many years, that this wasn’t the first time that something happened at the Dancing Star, normally, the disputes were related to how couples are upset with one another for going to the dancing studios.  Based off of what he’d known, the shooter was Asian, but because the shooter’s wife was invited to the New Year’s Eve activities, and he wasn’t, he flew into a jealous rage.  But based off of understanding, Tran may also be the Vietnamese spelling of the last name of Chen.

Chuang also told, the news of the shooting shocked all the local Asian communities, they’d worried that this may be a hate crime targeting the race, but he’d believed, that this was only a case of “domestic violence”, and due to the availability of arms everywhere, that’s what’s caused the innocents to get killed too.  Based off of the United Press, this is the FIFTH large-scale shooting since the start of January this year.

And so, this still just showed how dangerous it is, for the U.S. citizens to live in a nation where there is, NO gun control, and this man went on a shooting rampage, and killed himself, and so, we do NOT know what exactly made him went on the shooting rampage, but, because of how easily it is to own a gun in the U.S. with NO gun control law having the chances of ever being passed, these sorts of things will only keep on recurring, recurring, because the N.R.A. is what funds the Congress!

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The Cause of Poverty: Broken Relationships with the Families

The understanding, the awareness, that the writer arrived at, on his trip around Taiwan, to visit the distant region areas, where there are, too many families, waiting for, assistance, the call, for everybody to lend that, helping hand!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

I’d recently finished the fundraiser, 1919 Cycling Around Taiwan, the fifteen day cycling trip of “I ride, You donate”, for the families in dire need.  With a team of sixty-two cyclist, riding 1,300 kilometers around Taiwan, and we’d visited twenty-nine help center, to understand the trials of life of the families hit by emergency situations, hearing their voices, helped them walk that extra mile.  The fifteen days’ of in-depth entering into the poverty-stricken, distant regions, made me see what poverty looked like, and it’d made me realized, that “the origins of poverty WAS from the broken family relations!”

the plea…

photo from online

In actuality, poverty is a widely defined concept, there’s no set definition of it.  From the language, the two characters mean “extremely deprived”, so, poverty is used to describe people living in the hardships of economics, with a shortage of all the resources they’re in need of.  But, being poor, it’s a subjective interpretation, and a comparative; and, there are more levels of poverty than just the economical, materialistic, it may also include societal, economical, as well as political.  In my fifteen days cycling to raise fund for the poverty stricken regions, with personal contact, interactions with the dozens of families, it’d made me feel, that poverty is actually the results of “broken relationships”, especially of the family relationships that were, broken down.

Aunty Chang in Pingdong, is an exemplary case of this.  Aunty Chang is seventy-one, with the condition of mildly mental retardation, live with her younger brother who had a stroke, her own emotionally troubled son, and the nephew with epilepsy.  This family of four lived off of the assistance of handicapped individuals, and the assistance for the elderly.  What added to their difficulties was, that last year, there was a fire on the second floor of their home, the furniture all burned up, there’s now, just the living room on the first floor that can be, used, the originally home with almost nothing now, looked like ruins, and, as it rained, the house would, start, leaking, the place was totally, unoccupiable.  Our teams helped fixed up Aunty Chang’s home, and as she’d cried and told of her trials of life, I can only cry with her, and hugged her, to give her the emotional supports, and told the assistance foundation, to help them look for more resources to help the family, to help them fix up this broken home, so at least this family would have a steady roof over their, heads.

And, there was, an Atayal fellow cyclist this year on our team, who’d, gone on the entire fifteen days’ trip with us.  He’d witnessed the needs of these families, and shared with me, that what he saw, was no different than what he was growing up in, forty years ago.  When this man was only five, his father died from long-term alcohol abuse, leaving his mother, to raise him and his siblings up.  Thankfully, that his mother insisted on getting the children into the church, to help them keep their, faith; because of the church’s unconditional love, and help, it’d helped covered for the lacking of functionality of his family, and it’d helped the family members patched their relationship with one another, up, keeping this Atayal teammate of ours, not gone astray, and he was able to break away from the cycle of poverty, to not pass it down to the next, generation.

And now, the 1919 Cycling Around Taiwan’s fifteen-day long journey is over, but, the needs of these families in the distant regions are still, pressing, and all we can do, is to keep watch over them, continue to accompany these families in need, help raise the funds for the families that are faced with the emergencies, to help those who have the needs, for one more, extra, mile.  I invite you, the readers, to offer a helping hand to those families that are broken down, lacking the normal functions, so the members of these families can, have the hopes for a better, tomorrow.

what we can do to help!

poster from online

Because of you, love cycles!  Help us help those in poverty, to return the relations we share with the outside world back to, love again.

And so, this, is from going deep into the local regions, to SEE and FEEL the needs of these families, and, if we don’t get immersed in the trials of others, and learn to empathize with their situations in life, we will never be driven to help.



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Groomed

To NEVER question the authorities of an adult

To NEVER doubt that they have the best interests of our wellbeing in their minds

To NEVER disobey them

To NOT listen to the HURT in our bodies, WHAT our bodies tells us

To NEVER be allowed to feel anything

To OBEY and HONOR the man we are, serving

That, was how they’d all, groomed us, CUTTING off our rights

And we were all made, slaves

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On that Weekend Before Mother’s Day, I Met, the DEVIL!

The DEVIL takes, MANY, “forms”…

On that weekend before Mother’s Day, I met, the DEVIL!  He’d, extended those, withered fingers toward me, and I was, way too young, way too naïve, way too, unsuspecting, as the DEVIL “dressed” himself up as, a frail, elderly person.

On that weekend before Mother’s Day, I met, the DEVIL, and, he’d, reached out, and, touched me, because he’d asked me for a hug, and due to my previous experience with another, kinder, elderly man, I thought, that he’s, harmless, but turned out, he was, POISON.

On that weekend before Mother Day, I got MOLESTED, by a stranger, and he’d, attempted to attack me again, only, only that there WAS no, second time ‘round, ‘cuz I’d, wised up, and what was worse what, the DEVIL destroyed my trust, and I could, no longer, interact with the outside world, as I once had, with that, kindness of heart anymore.

I would’ve NEVER have guessed that the hands of the Devil will look like this…

photo from online

THAT, was the EFFECT of, meeting, the DEVIL, and, there are, still too many evil, and good in this god damn world that I’m currently, residing in, and I know that, NOT all people ARE, like that, but I just, kept my, guards, UP a lot of times now.

Guess, that was, a much-needed, wakeup call for me, to TEACH me the lesson of, not be, mistaken by how someone appears, and to NOT show kindness to others, unless, they show kindness toward me, first………

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She Sold the Bank Accounts to the Scam Rings, and Worked as a Driver Too…Found NOT Guilty, the D.A. Office Criticized that This Was Outrageous

A judge who’s a DINOSAUR, or, did a DINOSAUR become, a judge???  This is SHIT is what this is!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

Could He Not Offend Again?  The Legal Realms: This is Against ALL of Our Basic Knowledge of the Law

The woman, Lin had sold the accounts to the scam rings to use, received only probation, and was caught on suspicions of working as a pickup driver, withdrawing the illegally gained cash in the amount of $850,000N.T., the first trial gave her ten months; the High Subsidiary Courts of Kaohsiung believed that she’d been sentenced for fraud, that it was unreasonable she would work as a pickup driver too, changed the verdict to not-guilty.  The verdict sparked up the debates in the legal realm, there were the entry level district attorneys who’d criticized that the decision was “bullshit”, believed that there’s debate of the matter.

The legal realm believes, that practically, the judge may think, that the person being tried may not know what s/he was doing, so the verdict of “not guilty” is handed down, but, the woman in the case, Lin had repeatedly offended, she’d also, exacerbated in her criminal actions, the first trial gave her a sentence, while in the second, the judge found that she may have been forced into doing what she did, and claimed that she won’t do it again, this was against the common sense of law, that the decision may not be acceptable for the public to take in.

Based off of understanding, in August of 2017, Lin mailed the deposit books, the ATM cards to the scam rings, and changed the passcodes like the scam rings told her to, assisted the ring to scam $10,000N.T.s, she was caught, and pleaded guilty, and paid the $10,000N.T.s.  The district court of Chiaotou believed that she’d assisted the scam artists as an accomplice, gave her two months in prison, two months probation, and she had to take the legal classes too.

what the judge, is…from online

In September of 2020, Lin was once accused again, for providing the accounts to the scam artist rings, withdrew $850,000N.T. from the victims’ accounts, and gave it to upstream.  The district court of Chiaotou sentenced her on the three counts of offense last year, gave her another, ten months.

Lin changed her statement as the case is being tried in the High Subsidiary Courts of Kaohsiung, she’d claimed that she was looking for a job online, not known that the job was a pick up driver for the scam artist rings, and the verdict used the concepts of “done the crimes once, wouldn’t do it again”, pointed out, that Lin was charged and found guilty on fraud from before, and this time, she’d not only provided the accounts, she’d wired the money she picked up into her own account, and not even covered it up, “this is different than the mind of those who intended to commit a crime”.

The Collectivist Courts found, that Lin had confessed once, but, the statements she gave was mislead by the judge of her first trial, and there was an alternate judge who resided over the case, and the court was via webcam, due to MERS-CoV, “subjectively believing, that the defendant, in front of the court, felt pressured to admit to what she’d done”.

The verdict was criticized by the entry level district attorneys, said, that if a criminal dared goes out into the open to commit a crime, and that’s not intentional?

The attorney, Ge believed, that in the earlier cases, the district attorneys only asked for probation for those unknowing participants, but in recent years, there’d been too many job scans, multiple ways of checking, the news reports, there were more cases which were, dropped, but, if the judge believed, that the jobseekers didn’t know what their accounts are being used for, as it was the first time they are finding work, there were the judges who’d given out the not-guilty verdicts.

And so, this is basically, the “luck of the draw” what you get, for your sentence if you work as a driver, or give up your accounts for the scam rings to use, and this case is bullshit, and the judge IS, that, dinosaur, because that first time this woman got caught, she wasn’t, severely punished, which led her to her second time in the criminal behavior, and the judge still gave her a free pass.  Guess what’s going to happen?  The woman’s going to do it, a third, a fourth, a fifth time, and each and every time, she would get higher u on her criminal behaviors, until maybe, she escalates to, murder or, embezzling money???

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The Earth IS, My Belief, a Night Prayer

How we are all, participants, to help slow down the effects of, global warming, starting with NOT using the once plastic eating utensils when we get our foods to take out, and bringing our own, shopping bags to the marts when we go purchase things we are in need of, and, if enough people are onboard this “plan” to reduce the plastic trash, then, maybe, global warming won’t happen so fast, translated…

There is, NO mercy in the world Darwin’s discovered, the scientists told, that the Polar Icecap is, melting down massively, that by 2040, the polar bears are going to be, a thing of the, past, and, we humans will only be able to, sail on the ark, on what used to be the continents, to get away the salted bodies of, water.

and, here’s a chart of what we can do!

to help REDUCE the OUTPUT of trash that can’t be recycled, or reused again!

The droughts, the major floods, the hurricanes of Godzilla grade, the wildfires that raged like the hell that burned, are they, the signs of warning from up above, or, was it, from the greed of, man.  The prophets, the scientists, already predicted what awaits us, is it too late, to repent?  Do give us a little more time, please?  The Kyoto Agreements became, bedtime stories, but, look at the giant wind-powered fans by the seaside, the Tesla driving all over the, streets, proving, that we are now, hearing, your, S.O.S.

Although, you are our Mother Earth, but, from this day forward, I shall, love you, like you were, my child, carrying the water bottle, shopping bags, and, seeing those, unrecyclable garbage that won’t get dissolved through the passing of time, as a great malice, thou shalt not shop online is my Eleventh Commandment now, I shall, sing that praise for you, the miracle of Universes, Amen!

And so this is what one person is, doing, for our planet, and not everybody IS onboard, but, if more people are onboard with this plan of not using the used once plastic things (i.e. bags, forks, knives, spoons), and start bringing their own eating utensils to the restaurants, or, take the foods out, without the extra shopping bags, the plastic eating utensils, we can, greatly reduce the amount of TRASH we are making on earth, and hopefully, that’ll, lessen the strains on the environment a bit, only if, WE all, participate in this, one person’s doing this won’t be enough!

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Upset of the Current Conditions, the Younger Generations Don’t Vote by Party-Preferences Anymore

The evaluations of why and H-O-W, the DDP lost, the younger generations’, votes this time go ‘round, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The losses of the younger generations’ votes by the DDP, had long been going on, two months before voting.  Back then, the internal polls by the DDP showed, that the younger generations of voters declined by twenty-percent compared to 2020, the president, Tsai in her final attempt to plea for the votes using the claims of “younger generations of hotties in Taiwan”, and “Defy China to protect Taiwan”, which failed, miserably, and the votes didn’t go to the KMT necessarily either, if the third-party can absorb all these votes lost from the DDP, only the election of 2024 will, tell.

Three years ago, the DDP pushed forth signing of same-sex marriage into the law, allowing Tsai to gain her all-time high support from the younger generations, making many of the younger generations of adults “fanatics” of “Hot Taiwanese Party”, on the internet, these automatically defended Tsai and her party’s doings; but for three years on end, employment, living conditions, birth rates, the military terms, as these realities hit, the Tsai government’s promises had come up, emptyhanded, seeing how the side wings of the DDP started taking over, a ton of the undecided and younger generations no longer perceived the DDP as their one and only, would rather maintain their silences on the internet now.

In September of this year, the DDP central’s voting tactics forum zoomed in on how to keep the votes of the younger generations with the DDP?  Based off of the polls back then, the support of the age group of twenty to fifty-four showed favoritism for the People’s Party; with only the sixty and up still in support of the DDP, and there’s the tracks of how the DDP lost its younger people’s votes.

As the younger generation felt disgusted of the dyadic DDP or KMT, the DDP continued getting stuck in its own ideology, it’s a wonder the younger generations started, voting for other party candidates.

And so, this is how the DDP that originally had the votes of the younger generations, came to, lose it, because we the younger generations felt the stresses of the economics, the housing costs still getting higher, higher, and higher still, and, our raises only comes at, two-three-percent, with the hikes of our living needs hiking up in the ten, twenty, thirty, forty percent ranges, and so, naturally, the younger generations stopped believing in the DDP’s lies of how they’re making Taiwan better for employment, cheaper housing, etc., etc., etc.

The people finally started to wake up now!

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