Mind you! I am NOT damaged here! Just because someone forced himself onto me, and no, I still did NOT ask for it here, that doesn’t mean that I DESERVED it!
I am NOT damaged, it took me, a very long time, to finally know, it wasn’t, my fault, and took me even longer, to finally make my self accept what had happened to me.
I am NOT damaged, that’s the term, ascribed to the victims, and I’m still NO “vic”, I’d, survived already. I am NOT damaged, you can see me as whatever the @#$% (maxed out!) you want to see me as, it don’t matter, ‘cuz I know HOW I came into “being”, I know what made me into who I am, and nothing can, replace that!
walking through the fires, and surviving it! Illustration from online
I am NOT damaged, so, don’t EVER, pity me, I got ZERO need for those shits, and if you want to pity someone, pity yourselves, for your lack of education, for your ignorance.
For not all of us, who’d, survived through these, serious SHITS in our separate lives, deserved any of your, pities, not all of us, enjoy playing that role of the vic, besides, got NO need for all that, unwanted attention in my life.
In those piles of, autumn leaves, lay the already DEAD! In those piles of, autumn leaves, there’s, only the remains of our, yesterdays, rotting away, little, by little.
And, by the time we searched for what’d been lost, in those piles of, autumn leaves, there would be, nothing, but the invisible bones that we can’t, even touch anymore!
In those piles of, autumn leaves, those dreams of our yesterdays got covered up, and we’d dug, into the ground, to try to, recover them, got all the dirt under our, fingernails, and we still, can’t reach them, they got, buried too deep, in those piles, autumn leaves now.
in places, underneath here…
photo from online
In those piles of, autumn leaves, you’ll, find the dead bodies (or maybe, they’re all just, sleeping, yeah, that’s it!!!) of those, insects, deep, into the ground, they’re, hibernating from the coming of the cold, harsh winters, guess we should be, getting ready for that too, huh???
In those piles of autumn leaves, you will find, me, you, us, this dead child I would’ve caried for you (uh dude, you gotta be, DELUSIONAL here!!!), and none of that is, in existence now, because you mother @#%$ING (so???), murdered ME, and I’d, BURIED my SELF down, TEN-feet underground (‘cuz six feet’s still, too shallow, as I will, CLAW my way out!) already, and right beside me lay, my DEAD ghost of a baby girl, my darling, EMILY!
How you gonna, do that, huh??? Oh I know, hit that, REWIND button, so the moment your DICK got, shoved UP her you-know-where, and you’d, fired off your shots, you don’t…right???
Unfathering, a child, you can’t do that, “honey”, ‘cuz, it’ not like you can, hit the REWIND, and turn everything backwards, just a few, second, before you decided to, “go in”, can you? Of course not.
And, although ,you can’t, unfather a child, guess what, I can, ‘cuz I got the POWER (muah-ha-ha, that’s my evil laugh, by the way!) to.
now, the race of, tadpoles…from online
see how all of ’em try to stick their heads in, but none can???
Unfather a child, you already had, honey, and guess WHO the big mama is? Exactly, and seeing how this is a coup d’état of this HEN house by this ROOSTER (moi!!!), nobody moves!
And, congrats, we’re, no longer your children, daddies, you done your “work”, at the moment you inserted your god damn DICK into our mothers’, vaginas, and that, is as far as fatherhood, goes, for all y’all, sons-of-bitches (where’s that scalpel???) combined…
The new, seven-plus-zero, with the HOLES in it! How the rules of the reduced periods of quarantine is going to BACKFIRE, because, apparently, the government thinks that NOT enough had CONTRACTED MERS-CoV here yet, and surely, this is going to, get the numbers back up, to an, all-time high once more, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…
So Long as the Citizens Don’t Quick-Scan Themselves, Don’t Tell Anybody, Nobody Would Know, the Rule of Seven Days After Contractions, Then Returning Back Here is, Set Up Uselessly
The gates of this country is reopening on October 13th, the country is allowing the foreign tours to enter without quarantine; the CDC stated, that if people in this country followed the tours out of country and had been confirmed of contractions, then they would need to stay out of the country for seven whole days before reentry. But currently, there’s no requirement of a negative PCR when you board the planes from abroad, and starting on the thirteenth of October, there’s no strict rules set of quarantine, allowing the foreign tours to enter without quarantine; the CDC stated, that if people in this country followed the tours out of country and had been confirmed of contractions, then they would need to stay out of the country for seven whole days before reentry. But currently, there’s no requirement of a negative PCR when you board the planes from abroad, and starting on the thirteenth of October, there’s no PCR tests when you enter into the airports here, there’s NO system of guarding the gates, and besides, if you have the symptoms when you were away out of the country, if you don’t do the scans, or intentionally covered up, nobody here can know, and so, the rules of staying out of the country if you are confirmed of contraction for seven days are, pointless.
People stated, that if they were confirmed of contraction abroad, they had to stay out of the country for seven whole days before they’re, allowed back, they’d had to spend extra to book the hotels, changing the flights, and, if they have the symptoms, they don’t have insurances, and can’t get treated cheaply, they would need to spend a ton of money on healthcare; if you’d contracted away from the country, most would just return back here with the tour groups, if the individuals don’t tell, they don’t do the quick scans, nobody would know, “those who would stay away out of the country for a whole week, and then, return back, they would be, the minorities.”
People stated, that if they were confirmed of contraction abroad, they had to stay out of the country for seven whole days before they’re, allowed back, they’d had to spend extra to book the hotels, changing the flights, and, if they have the symptoms, they don’t have insurances, and can’t get treated cheaply, they would need to spend a ton of money on healthcare; if you’d contracted away from the country, most would just return back here with the tour groups, if the individuals don’t tell, they don’t do the quick scans, nobody would know, “those who would stay away out of the country for a whole week, and then, return back, they would be, the minorities.”
The Head of Transportation, Wang told, that in the past, on the tours, when the members stary showing signs of illness, there were the protocols that the travel agencies followed, “this won’t be a problem”, the tour guides can take the tourists to the hospitals at the country they’re in, and follow the rules of quarantine locally.
And yeah, this is this country’s, being, too eager, to open up the gates, that’s why, the rules are, loosened, and, the results of this would be??? More are going to contract the virus, and more are going to D-I-E, and it’s still because of the government’s, not thinking things through, because everybody here is too @#$T%ING sick of getting locked up for the past TWO years and we can’t, wait to, get out.
These things, are only supposed to be made of those who have great influences in our lives, like a founding father, and yet, the deceased Japanese P.M. is said to be, “erected” for our worshipping here??? Yeah, the government’s, PSYCHO here all right!!! Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…
Sixty-percent of Japanese population are against Abe’s funeral being paid for by the taxpayers, outside the location of where the funeral was held, the locals protested by setting themselves on fire. While, in the port safety offices in Kaohsiung, the brass statue of Abe had been erected, with the government officials from the DDP, including the head of the Examination Department, Chen, offering their, final respects, the “tears were glistening”, with the Japanese songs, resonating.
and no, the statue the government plans to waste our money on will look nothing like this, I’m afraid…
photo from online
At this very time, Japan declared its’ lifting the border bans, and the people here, started fighting for a ticket on the flights; with only, the Medigenvac warriors sorrowful, they’d had to pay for the PCR tests. Chen’s lies went bust, Wu started calling, with Wu called out, “big brother”, but it’d still not, altered Japanese laws of defenses of MERS-Cov that’s set down by science. Like how Abe called aloud, “Something up with Taiwan means something up with Japan”, Taiwan’s gratitude toward Japan, made us willing to give our lives to them, but, the Japanese still, retracted the citizens already.
The economics, the culture of Japan greatly affects Taiwan; in the past, the colonization, the architectures, the foods, and the use of words, and now, Japan is still, a lot of people’s first choices of places they wanted to travel to. Lee was worshiped by a ton of Japanese; the major quakes in Japan, the former president, Ma and his wife raised the funds personally to help, the donations we made, was the most in all of the rest of the world, and a lot of the Japanese population are thankful toward us to this very day.
But, there’s that darker side to the “Japanese impression”, the massacres of by the imperialists, the comfort women are still, very sensitive subjects. What’s odd was, the remains of authoritarianism still lives on, and there were, only a handful of extreme right-winged in Japan who were, affirming this, with most of the Japanese in the population feeling insecure; but, this ghost started, wandering in Taiwan now, and in recent years, there’d been the set up of the various funeral memorials of the past Japanese generals of the groups that worshipped Japanese imperialism.
The Taiwanese-Japanese relations is fine now, the country’s friendliness toward each other should be, cherished. The setting of the Port Security Offices with the Japanese Battleships, the battleships’ commanders, setting up the statue of Abe, and using the Tao means to make the offerings, to worship, although odd, but it can be interpreted as the freedom of religion, of worship here; but, as the head of the Examination Department, bow her head, salute, is it, glorious, or is it, shame?
So, this showed, how this country is still, sucking up to everybody else, because we ain’t got what it takes, to stand UP to China, that’s why, the government’s, sucking up to everybody else that they can find, hoping and praying, that if it comes down to it, if this country goes to WAR with China, the countries from around us, will come to our aid, but heck, going up against, 13 billion, or is it, fourteen now??? That’s, SUICIDE, and no country would be, DUMB enough to commit suicide like so. But, the government here, still does NOT see this, because it’s too caught up on Taiwanese independence, uh, as if we weren’t, independent already from before???
Seeing how, global warming had, caused the winters, to not get, cold enough here…
Weird, how we now, longed for, the snowstorms of the winter seasons, isn’t it? Remember how annoyed we got, when we had to, shove the driveways, to clear that path for our cars, or how we needed to pour the salt (I think!!!), onto the sidewalk, to prevent it from freezing up, and turning to ice?
Now, we all, longed, for the harsh cold winters, because, it’s not coming back, ‘cuz the world’s, totally, heating up, we get what in the 120F in the summers now, right (wouldn’t know here!!!), and, it’s not, going down, and, the heat of the weather, made it even harder to bear, which means, we need to turn that A-C up, which causes, a whole lot more pollution, and this is still, a vicious cycle that we’re, gotten, caught up in.
the heat index in the winter seasons now…
what that increase look like…from online
Waiting for the HARSH winters to return again, yeah, it does NOT feel like the autumn right now, does it??? Still too hot here, with the sun out, from morn to dusk (after the sunset, the sun sleeps in???), and the next day, it’s, all over again. It seemed, that the sun just, never gets tired, and it’s, annoying!
Waiting for the HARSH winters to return again, after all, we can’t, live without it, I mean, things need rest, that’s why there’s the hibernations of the winter seasons, so things get fully rested, and get ready, for the resurfacing back in the springtime, and now, the winters are, slowly, gone, and naturally, the spring too.
But hey, look on the bright side (yes, there’s still that silver lining!): no springtime means, NO allergies for me, yay me!!!
Well, it this is NOT awkward, then I don’t’ know WHAT is!!!
So, let’s, imagine this, I, the QUEEN, wandering off on her own (again!!!), walks into that SPERM BANK, and I tell the worker at the counter: hello, I’m here, to receive a TADPOLE!
Then, they sent me, waiting, in that, room with the, neutral colored walls (said to have that, sort of a, calming effect???), and I wait, and wait, and wait, how LONG, does it take ONE loser, to FIRE of a fucking shot??? I’d, wondered…
The “meet up”, with the, “father” of my, child, well, that’s it, we shook hands, and I tell “it” (b/c, that is, what all you sons-of-bitches, not the four-legged varieties, had been reduced down to by me!), thanks for your DONATION!
and here’s, what Fungi imperfecti” looks like…
look how it grows, like, a tree! Photo from online
The “meet up” with the, “father” of my, child, uh, yeah, you wish, if I want to continue to have these children of mine, I go into my own head, and I’m, reproducing like that FUNGUS (deuteromycota, anybody???) and I start, popping ‘em all out.
And so, this saves the bill, losers, and no need to treat the QUEEN out for a beer (as it will, give me GAS, and I HATE that feeling of bloating!!!), and, no thanks on the dinner invite, like I can’t pay for my own meals here??? You have GOT to be, shitting me here!!!
Here’s, MAN’s, BEST friend, getting to become, EXTINCT, due to the effects of, human mistakes, because global WARMING is, caused by us all!!! Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…
The six giant-sized Greenland huskies leapt up and down in excitement, growling low, excited for that run. The family who owned these dogs, skillfully harnessed them, then, tied them to the ATV, getting ready to set out. For half an hour every day, ten kilometers roundtrip, this was Bo’s means of training the dogs. He’d operated the ATV tours that’s modern, but loved this, cultural, traditions very, deeply.
what people in Greenland are now doing, to keep the sleigh dogs working all year round…
having the dogs pull on the ATV, allowing them to get rid of the energies from the lack of work, and exercises because there’s NO snow! Photo from online
The glaciers are fragile, not fitted to drive the cars on top, the sleighs became the most widely used means of transport. But in the summers, the dogs had nothing to do, and now, as the temperatures are getting higher, and higher, and higher, the dogs, with the thick double-coats, lay lazily on the land, trying to get the heat down. If the owners aren’t careful enough, they may easily die from heat stroke.
And now, even as winters are here, the needs of these dogs reduced greatly. Global warming had caused the surfaces of the oceans to not freeze up again, the melting of the layers of ice, what you couldn’t see from before, places you couldn’t get to, now, the roads, reappeared, the cars that ran on fuel slowly, replaced the uses of the sleigh dogs, and, a lot of people, stopped, raising them. “In the last thirty years, the numbers of the sleigh dogs reduced too fast, the numbers of Greenland got reduced by half”., Bo told us.
In the third largest city of Ilulissat, there were, 5,000 dogs that had been, taken into, retirement, most of which were put down. And the dogs were starved in the summertime too, to maintain their drives for work in the winters. And, as the humans near them, it’d made the dogs think, that it was, chow time, and started growling to beg for their food. And once one dog started growling, the rest would follow, and, the echoes of their sorrows, resonated through the valleys.
Bo lives in the consistent temperature of Sisimiut, the family loved the dogs like crazy, they’d gone to the breeding grounds to visit with their dozens of sleigh dogs. As others’ dogs got injured, they were normally, euthanized, but they’d, taken the dogs home, and cared for them until their health returned to close to back to before.
The disappearing lives of the sleigh dogs, and the cultures of sleigh dogs are, heart aching. He’d thought, that maybe, he could, pair up the dogs with the ATV’s, and use it as a tourist attraction means, “our final goals is to make sure these sleigh dogs continue to survive in Greenland.”
Bo had his daughters demo for us. And, the fifteen-year-old Luka, and the nine-year-old Nora skillfully operated the gas, and called out loudly, ordered the sleigh dogs, to start running. The originally spiritless dogs, suddenly, gained their new bursts of energy, pulled the ATVs with ease, leapt in joy. as the sisters stopped the accelerations, the dogs would look back at them, and, expected to have, a longer, run.
“This is the only way to give the futures back to the sleigh dogs”. Bo is in search of the lighter ATV’s that run on electricity, as going up the slopes became difficult, the motors can be used to help the dogs haul, it’s very environmentally friendly, and can have the tourists enjoyed the ride on the sleighs pulled by the dogs at the same time. That way, the dogs will be busy, all year round.
And so, this is how the effects of global warming, how everything is, currently, melting down, has caused this species of dog to, slowly, be of no use, but this man and his families came up with the innovations to give work back to the dogs, and, it’s a great way, for these working dogs to have something to do, because these specific breeds needed to get put to work, and, this can reduce the number of dogs getting euthanized in the area, for not having anything to do, just laying around in the summers.
How can this be, what we, the people need, in our defense against the spread of MERS-CoV? It’s not, and yet the CDC here, still does its usual, reporting the numbers, and, other than the purpose of letting we the people know, how many contracted the virus today, how many are asymptomatic, how many severely symptomatic, mild symptomatic, blah-blah-blah, it served absolutely NO other functions!
And yet, we’re still allowing them to, take control over, our lives, with the delays in vaccines (‘cuz Taiwan can HELP, my ASS!!!), to the running short of the test kits, and (Taiwan can HELP!), the government is still, quite delusional, STUCK in that mindset of, wow, we’re, ahead, ‘cuz we got all those masks provisions for the rest of the outside world, crack up them factory units, and start, manufacturing that SHIT!
what the CDC two o’clock press conferences daily is, composed of here!!!
“Paulie wants a………oh yeah, a CRACKER!!!”
Through all of this, the C.D.C. still just, reads off of that T.V. in front of it, stating, how many new contractions, how many died, how many of the newly contracted are mildly symptomatic, how many are, asymptomatic, blah-blah-blah, and, the head of the CDC (off with HIS head again!!!) still stands under that god damn SPOTLIGHT like his, predecessors, in front of that god damn MIC, getting his, three-minutes of attention under that god damn, “spotlight”.
And that would be how this Taiwanese government, IS dealing with the pandemic. Believe me when I say, it would be a hell of a LOT, entertaining, putting those, bobblehead figures right in front of those mics, and, tap on the heads…….well, look on the, BRIGHT side: at LEAST the CDC can still R-E-A-D.
Getting the entire class involved in designing the activities for all, she’d helped the students gain empathy, and made sure that those students with special needs are also, involved in the physical education courses too, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…
The Hsinbei City Banciao High School instructor, Yang worked hard to innovate the kinesiology courses, set up the specialty instructors’ group with other physical education teachers in the country, to develop the creative, innovative teaching materials. Through the teamwork, the project-based learning methods, the modules of physical education, incorporating the technologies, helped the students find their passions for the exercises, the sports, and regained their self-confidence, she’d competed in the creative kinesiology lesson plans competitions and won many awards, she had won the Teacher of the Year Award this year for the innovations in teaching physical education.
the coach, with the students in basketball practice!
photo from online
Other than a homeroom instructor, she’s also, the boys’ basketball coach, the P.E. teacher, also the Kinesiology Science Center’s Seed teacher, gotten involved in the NPDL, the Department of Education’s QPE plans, toured as a guest lecturer, shared her experience, showed her passions in all areas of education.
One of her student, Yen, with cerebral palsy, who’d often, “drove” her electrical wheelchair around the school. Yang-Yang, the visually impaired student who can see no more than six inches before his face, is quite agile, can always dodge the obstacles right before he’d, bumped into them. At a substitute for the special needs instructor, she’d gotten the opportunity to work with these students, and, promised to give them, “a P.E. class for you like everybody else!”
First, Yang used the health and leisure activities to help increase the depth of her courses, to give the students who has her for electives a first hand experience of how the handicapped had experienced things differently, and had the students’ input, in coming up with the fitting physical activities for the whole class to get involved with, through the test trials, the amending the procedural, through the team games, to help the students gain empathy, to having the students sit in the wheelchairs, with the patches covering their eyes, to have the students imagine, the challenges the special needs students may face, and how they’re to, get pass the challenges.
Yang told, that the belief of education she wanted to pass to her students is turning the limits to opportunities, through the creativity of the classes, she’d, set up the what seemed to be, impossible P.E. course.
with the assortments of materials she uses, to design the P.E. activities…photo from online
And so, this instructor not only, taught her kids that exercise is important, in staying health, through getting the class involved in designing the activities that the special needs students can also get involved in, she’d taught them about empathy as well, amazing, this woman, in having her students get involved in the hands-on, to teach them about accepting those who are, different than they are, and that is something, that her class will find useful, even outside of the school setting.
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