The Charcoal Suicide Attempts Ended in the Older Brother Dying, the Younger Brother Being Spared, the Courts: This Case will Not be Ruled in the Trial-by-Jury

The law’s more humane side, in considering that this case should NOT be tried by a jury, because it considered that it wouldn’t be fitting, to put the families through what happened to their loved ones, again, and besides, the man who’d killed his brother got amputated, and will be in assisted living for the rest of his years…the more humane side of the law that’s normally, cold is shown in this particular, case here…off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

As the Younger Brother’s Life Was Spared, He Was Amputated, Charged on Artificial Suicide, Admitted to His Wrongdoing, the District Attorneys and the Defense Shared the Beliefs on Giving Him a Reduction of Sentence

Another long-term care, tragedy.  A pair of brothers in Tainan, the older, due to his illness,  became, immobilized, and wasn’t able to, work, the younger brother had been his sole caretaker for years on end, and became, tired physically and psychologically, the younger brother took his older brother to commit suicide, the neighbors found them, and notified the police, the older brother died, and the younger was spared, and now, he’s being, indicted on artificial suicide charges, to prevent him from getting traumatized again, his attorney filed for the courts to not use a system of jurors, the Tainan District Court, based off of the context of the case, approved.

On February 6^th of last year, the brothers didn’t come out of their homes for the entire day, the neighbors found it to be odd, notified the police, and as the police came, and entered into the residence, they’d found the older brother, lying on his side, dead on the bathroom floors, the younger was still with a pulse, there were the charcoal found in the residence, after the younger brother was saved, he got his legs amputated, couldn’t live on his own, and he was indicted on charges of artificial suicide by the district attorneys’ office.

The attorney believed, that the man had been under long-term duress, that was unimaginable to the outside world, and needed more time to rehabilitate, to recover from his injuries, and had a mental condition a well, that if the process of trial by jury is set, considering the family’s situation, the specifics of the man’s illness will be known to the public by the press reporting, and this would be a damage on him a second time.

The district attorneys point out, that the defendant admitted to what he’d done truthfully, and the attorney only asked for his clients to be on probation, the district attorney was with no opinions of it.  If the courts verified that this is not a trial by jury case, then, it could keep the family members from reexperiencing the traumas of what had happened.  The families told the courts, that they’d hoped to use a regular trial case, and, begged the courts for a not-guilty verdict.

The Tainan District Court pointed out, that the defendant was asked to kill the deceased, out of promising him to, legally, this constitutes as artificial suicide, and, the terms serve in prison if convicted is one to seven years in prison.  The defendant, due to how he was amputated now, is living in a nursing home currently, and, there’s no chance of him, offending again, the courts’ deciding on probation or free of serving a prison sentence objectively to the defendant, it makes no difference.

The D.A. argued that based off of the facts, if the probation terms is founded, if this would have an effect on the jury systems, that there’s room for discussion of whether or not this case gets tried by a jury.

The Collectivist Courts pointed out, that the defendant and the families, had been greatly impacted by what had happened in this case, they feel the most profound, on the impacts of the crimes, that the courts should consider how the trial process would, impact the families, and, measure the sentence terms, then, the laws can get closer to the understanding of the people, and gain the trust of people, in that the laws will punish those who’d done, wrong.

The Collectivist Courts weighed the rights of the defendant, and the amount of efficacy in using the resources allotted to the case, believed, that it would be proper, if the system of jury would not be used.

And so, this is, how this man’s killing his brother, because he’d become, too tried from taking care of him, and his own health conditions added to his stresses, that the courts considered the facts, and from a more humanitarian angle, decided to not have this case tried by the jury, because it saves the families from reexperiencing the traumas of losing their loved ones, of having to sit through the gruesome details of how the murder had occurred.  So in this case, the laws became, more, humane…

The Morality of Euthanasia, Using the Medical Professionals’, Hands Shue: Euthanasia Should NOT Be Advocated by the Department of Health & Welfare

If the agency that’s responsible for all things medical isn’t, MAN enough, to HANDLE this “debate”, then, who do WE the people have, to count on, on these sorts of, matters, huh???   How this DDP government, still, pushes, that BUCK, around, refusing to, TAKE the responsibilities for WHAT we the people, voted them into office for her…off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The National Treasure Level Sculptor, Chu because he was fed up with the illnesses, the pains, was suspected of not being able to withstand the trials of his physical conditions anymore, committed suicide on the twenty-second of this month, this shocked all the artistic and literary industries here, and all around, the world as well, which struck up the debate of, “euthanasia”, again, toward this, the head of Department of Health Sanitary & Welfares, Shue stated at the legislature, “the debate of euthanasia should NOT be based off of being ill too long and wanted it all to end”, besides, to persuade the physicians to euthanize the patients, “would cause the ethics of physicians to come into conflict with what they’d been trained to do”, that it should NOT be pushed forth by the Department of Sanitation Welfares.

from before, when the vaccines we needed, can’t get here, on time…photo from online

The legislator, Weng mentioned in the committee discussions yesterday, how these cases of being ill too long, with patients taking their own lives keep on recurring; the legislator, Chiu also pointed out, that the country had already implemented the “hospice medical treatment regulations”, “the right to decide of the patients themselves”, stressing that the laws are respectful of the will of the patients, in protecting them in having an easy death, that you can set a living will up with the medical hospitals for it, but on the means of “accelerating deaths, assisting suicide”, comparing to other countries, we would need to get a wider spectrum of professional opinions, and would have to continue the discussion on the matter with the society.

The filmmaker in France, Jean Luc Godard, the senior sports cast, Fu, both chose to head to Switzerland to get euthanized.  And there are three kinds of euthanasia: “proactive euthanasia”, with the physicians injecting the patient with lethal medications to speed up the process of death, “passive euthanasia”, the physicians’ removing the life support systems, and, “assisted suicide”.

Chiu used the Netherlands that set up the laws to allow for the individuals to carry out one’s own euthanasia, the patients must be willing, and the applications of euthanasia needed to be reviewed over carefully, and the conditions of the patients unable to withstand any more pains from ones’ illnesses, and there’s no way for the conditions to improve in the futures, and, there’s the need for second opinions from other medical professionals, and the qualifications, the procedures, all went through the debating, discussion process by the medical professionals, the legal and ethics, “this country needs to continue discussing this matter.”

when the government does NOT allow us to DIE with OUR dignities still INTACT! Photo from online

Shue told, that it’s awful, that the master sculptor, Chu had taken his own life, but the point of euthanasia is in “getting someone else to help to end one’s own life”, and if the medical professionals should do it, it’s, debatable, and, this goes against the Hippocratic Oath the medical professionals had taken, even if laws passes to allow for euthanasia, there would be no physicians, willing to implement.  On the perspectives of the Department of Health & Welfare, it’s “quite odd” to persuade the medical professionals to break the rules of ethics; in comparing, the patients’ rights act, with the choices of hospice and painless treatments, it can resolve the conflicts with the law, and ethics, at least, it would, rule out, “passively doing nothing to offer the resuscitation measures.”

And so, this is how the Department of Health & Welfare, still passed this HOT potato to someone else, evading ITS, responsibilities, and, this IS the government branch that sets up all the rules for treatment measures, and, because it can’t handle this “debatable” and “ethical” issue, it’d, passed it, around, giving US, that run-around still, and how do we expect this god damn government that can’t even get all the needed vaccines (remember how we were taking the unwanted HANDOUTS from other countries, when the shipments were, late again, because the Department of Health Welfare & Sanitations, DELAYED its, response as the pandemic, started, what???  Three years ago was it???

So this is still, SHIT!

Do I Let You Go, or Do I, Not???

Seeing you, growing weaker, weaker, becoming, less and less, than what (instead of a who now???) you were from before, I’d caught between letting you go and making you stay.

Do I let you go, or do I, not???  And, I gotta say, it makes me feel powerful (muah-haha, my EVIL laugh!), to have your lives in my hands.  But, do I let you go, or do I, not???  I mean, I can, just, pull that tube off of your oxygen mask, and put you out, of both our, miseries, but I really don’t want to get charged with, murder, but, that means, that you would have to, keep on, living with that, dying breath of yours, not yet, “expired”.

and that would be what that, looked, like…photo from online

So, what do I do, huh???

Do I let you go, or do I not???  It’s really, not up to me here, ‘cuz I am NOT G-O-D, nor would I, want to be, I’m just, an “innocent bystander” (am I now???) to your life, watching all of this, circle ‘round, flashing by, in a, huge, B-L-U-R…

Do I let you go, or do I, not???  Can I get back to you on that, I’m still, thinking about the “right” answer here, ‘cuz I wouldn’t want that SOLID F on my “grade report”.

The Elderly Who’d Smothered His Own Daughter with Cerebral Palsy to Death, Ready to Go to Prison

People are caring a lot for this case, because of the conditions of the case, and they’d all signed that petition, to help the man receive a lesser sentence, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

Thousands Signed the Petitions and Begged for the Pardon from the President for Him, the Office of the President: We Will Look into the Matters Carefully

The seventy-nine-year-old elderly man, Chen took care of his daughter with cerebral palsy for fifty years on end, two years ago, he couldn’t withstand how his daughter had been impacted by the illness long-term, he’d smothered her to death using a quilt, the courts sentenced him to two and a half years, he is about to start serving his term in prison, the legislator from the KMT, Chen with the local groups hosted a press conference, called out to the president to issue a special pardon for the elderly.  The president’s office responded, that they will consider the matter thoroughly.

The KMT legislator, Chen stated, that his office assistant, Huang is a woman with cerebral palsy, but despite her physical limitations, she’d finished her undergrad, and her master’s program on her own, and served as an assistant to the members of the legislature after graduation.  Huang told, that seeing Chen’s story, she’d felt burdened, she will use her status as an individual with cerebral palsy to represent the eleven cerebral palsy organizations, along with the public members of the community who are taking an interest in this, called out to the president, to have some empathy of Chen’s situation, to issue a presidential pardon for him, so he doesn’t have to serve the prison terms.

Huang said, of the cases she’d worked, there was a single mother in the distant regions who’d looked after her own child with cerebral palsy around the clock, the father of the child couldn’t stand the pressures, and was diagnosed with depression, the two filed for divorce.  Another single father, lost his job due to the outbreaks, lost the income, and looked after his own severe cerebral palsy son at home alone, and the local daycare center, due to the severity of the son’s conditions, refused to take him in.

The cerebral palsy group representative believed, that the government should have a fitting long-term care program, to NOT make the individuals with the severity of cerebral palsy to turn into the risk factors of the society’s security net, hoping that the government can help the families of these individuals to upkeep the quality of life, to keep the tragedies from recurring.  This special pardon asking by the legislator, Huang to the president gained over 1,200 signatures in just two days’ time.

The spokesperson of the President’s Office, Chang stated, that the president had taken a note of the case, and will research into the matter very thoroughly.

In the first trial of Chen’s smothering his own daughter with cerebral palsy to death, the judge believed that his behaviors are “understandable”, after two reduction of sentencing, he received two years six months, and the courts asked the president for a special pardon; Chen’s father filed for the appeals to get the probation, but the High Courts found that his case didn’t fit the criteria for the probationary terms, that the courts had no power to ask for a special pardon from the president on the man’s behalf, tossed back the second and the third trial verdicts, case closed.

And so, this is truly sad, this man had taken care of his own daughter with cerebral palsy, and he couldn’t care for her anymore, because, it’d become too strenuous, he’d taken care of her for fifty whole years on end, and, he’d, suffocated her to death, and, he received two and a half years in prison, and, anybody with any sympathies, and heart would see, that he should get off easy, after all, he’d been taking care of his own young for fifty years on end, and, just couldn’t do it any longer.

He’d Killed His Wife after Thirty Years of Looking After Her after She Had a Stroke, to Release Her from Her Body, the D.A. Begged the Courts for Mercy

Because seeing his wife in so much pain, it’d pained him even more, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The sixty-nine-year-old man, Tsai couldn’t watch his wife who’d had a stroke and had been bedridden for thirty whole years keep on suffering, at the hospital, she’d, suffocated her to death with a plastic bag, and was charged on domestic violence murder; as the trial started, both the Taipei D.A.’s Office as well as his families asked for mercy from the courts, Tsai’s son also said, that his father took care of his mother for thirty years in smiles, never had a word of complaint; the judge believed, that the murder that Tsai committed qualified for two reduction of sentencing, and sentenced him to two years six months, this can be appealed.

The attorney of the defendant used the “murder of mercy”, and it’s a rare instant, that both the district attorney and defense had agreed on it, the district attorney on the case did NOT take Tsai into protective custody, the district attorney in the trial only care if Tsai was responsible for what he’d done or not, the defense had also played the recording of Tsai’s wife’s cries of pain, to prove that Tsai murdered his wife to put her out of her misery.

The judge found that Tsai had qualified for the two “turned himself in”, “understandable circumstances” reduction of sentencing, and gave him half, then half of the lowest terms of the murder sentence of ten years.

The district attorneys stated, that Tsai, because his wife had long-term been tortured by illnesses, on September 5^th of 2020, at the Changgang Hospital of Taipei, he took a bag and suffocated his wife to death, and went to the nurse’s stations, told the nurses, “my wife is now, free!”

Tsai’s wife, after five days’ worth of resuscitations, due to anoxia, complications from her pneumonia, died, the district attorneys charged Tsai on domestic violence murder, Tsai didn’t fight the D.A., and admitted to his guilt, and the district attorneys believed that his situation is understandable, and suggested to the courts to give him a lighter sentence.

And every time Tsai went to court, he’d not talked much, and admitted to the charges, the courts asked the Changgang Hospital to do a psych evaluation, and it’d shown that Tsai was of sound mind when he’d murdered his own wife.

Tsai’s son testified, that his mother had seven strokes, that the first few times, she got better with the rehabilitations, and returned back to work, by the sixth time, the surgery had left her paralyzed on the left side of her body; and since his mother became completely paralyzed, she’d never had a single bedsore, his father took her to physical therapy, like helping her slide her fingers, he’d told her, ‘We’re at Badozi right now, almost to Yangming Mountain”.

Tsai testified, that his father in caring for his mother, he’d grown older and ill too, “there’s not just the medicines for my mother on the bedstands, but also the heart, the hypertensions that my father needed too”, that his father always wore a smile in caring for his mother, and he blamed himself for not being able to shoulder the burdens.

The defense attorney told, that Tsai is in emotional pain in making the decision to kill his own wife, that he’d grown ill physically too, there’s no record of him being treated, he had to work, and look after his wife, and asked the courts to consider Tsai’s mental state to give him a fitting sentence.

The judge believed, that Tsai lost his personal life due to having to care for his own wife long-term, that after he fell ill too, he’d not placed her in a long-term care facility, that he loved his wife deeply, that Tsai couldn’t handle the strains, and selected to take his own wife’s life, to put her out of her misery, “different from the motives of hurting the victim through murder”.

The verdict pointed out, that after Tsai smothered his wife to death, he’d gone to the nurse’s station, and apologized, cried and stated, “I’d killed her”, told the police who came to arrest him that he’d “felt he was about to fall”, claimed that his wife “she’d convulsed and cried out in pain every single day, she wanted to die”, based off of Tsai’s statement, he knew what was happening to his wife, and can’t use the insanity plea to get his sentence reduced to even less.

And so, this is, another case of mercy killing, and the husband can’t stand to see his wife in pain anymore, he felt tried by her pains, and, he’s also, overcome with his own ailments, and killing her, was setting her free from her sick body, and even though this qualified as mercy killing, because that’s his “motive” for “murdering” his own wife.

The Elderly Father Took Care of His Own Ill Daughter for Fifty Years, Finally Suffocated Her to Death, the Judge Gave the Man a Pardon

As the burdens of caretaking became too great…off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

Sentenced to Two-and-a-Half Year “Never Received the Social Resources, Understandable Circumstances………Suggested that the President Issue a Pardon”

The man, took care of his own youngest daughter who was born with cerebral palsy for fifty years, last February saw his youngest having a major toothache, plus the outbreaks of MERS-CoV, saw that the pain killers couldn’t alleviate her pians, he’d, smothered her to death with a quilt, and attempted suicide but was, saved, the Taipei District Court took into considerations that he took care of his own daughter long-term, and not received enough social resources to help him out, and, reduced his sentence twice on how he’d turned himself in, how his situations was what made him commit the murder, yesterday, Chen was sentenced to two years six months on domestic violence and murder. This can still be appealed.

The Collectivist Courts on the verdict, specifically noted that Chen (age 78) is a loving father, for the benefit of his own daughter, for fifty years on end, he’d, taken care of her himself, had it not been the outbreaks, he would’ve, continued, caring for his own daughter.  Seeing how much he’d loved her, and, how he’d, terminated her life himself, in the futures, he would be, imprisoned, by his own conscience, and, there’s, room for discussions on whether or not the country should, enforce, a jail sentence for him, and, suggested that the D.A. examine if Chen would be fitted to serve his prison terms, and suggested to the president, to issue a special pardon for him.

Chen’s youngest daughter because of severe cerebral palsy, couldn’t take care of her own life, is bedridden long-term, her body became, malformed, last February, she had a tooth ache, Chen wanted to take her to the hospital to get her tooth extracted out, the eldest daughter voiced her concerns, Chen worried that it would be hard for his youngest to get sedated for the procedures, and the outbreaks were, getting, more and more serious, he couldn’t take her to the hospital.  On the evening of February 29^th, he’d heard his youngest moaning out of pain again, believed, that even if he’d fed her the painkillers, it still won’t help her reduce the pains, and he’d, smothered his youngest daughter to death with a quilt.

After Chen murdered his own daughter, he’d started becoming, suicidal too, took a huge dose of sleeping pill, fell into a coma, his wife found him the following morn, reported to the fire department, as the paramedics arrived, they’d found that the youngest daughter was, already, dead, rushed Chen to the E.R., as Chen regained consciousness, he’d turned himself in, for murdering his own, youngest daughter.

The Collectivist Court pointed out, that Chen was really close with his daughter, but could not receive the social resources he’d needed to give her the needed care, and he’d not received the social supports of the caretakers on time, it’d made the caretaking process even harder for him to endure, to the point that he’d started showing signs of depression, anxiety, as well as, insomnia too, and seeing how his youngest was in pain, and couldn’t help her feel better, he’d decided, to put her out of her misery.

Chen’s wife and eldest daughter both testified in court, that they’d hoped that Chen can be found not guilty, that if he was sent to prison, then, it will, try the family even harder.  Even the district attorney who argued on the behalf of the victim spoke on his behalf, suggested that the judge sentenced him to only two years.

But the Collectivist Courts considered, that the defendant had loved his own daughter son, and ended her life himself, that in the future days to come, he will get tortured by his own conscience, that there’s considerations on whether or not sending him to prison would be absolutely necessary, the courts suggested that the president sign a pardon for him.

And so, due to these, trying circumstances in life, this man had, decided, to END his own daughter’s life, out of mercy, but, this is still, MURDER, and it’s still, due to how this man didn’t alleviate the stress of caretaking soon enough, that this tragedy occurred, and now, the courts is planning to not punish him, based off of the trying circumstances of the family’s conditions.  And yes, this is still MURDER!

A Merciful Murder…

I’d, killed out of mercy, ‘cuz she’d been, suffering too long, losing control over her body, and, it hurt me, watching her die off slowly, little, by little, knowing that, time’s still nowhere NEAR, expiring, Y-E-T!

A merciful murder, I’d, committed, and, I don’t feel bad about what I’d done, because deep down I know, that I’d, murdered out of love, and care for that certain someone.

And maybe, I’ll, get sentenced as a heartless, coldblooded, murderer, but I don’t care, I got a cleared conscience here.  If I’d not murdered the person, then, I will, forever BE gnawed by my own conscience, for NOT doing what’s right by that person I cared too much about.

A merciful murder, I’d, committed, and, I really couldn’t give a !#$%ING RAT’s ASS how everybody else out here in this god DAMN world sees me as: a cold-blooded murderer, an unfitting child, whatever, I KNOW I did it, out of, mercy, my conscience is, clear!!!

A merciful murder, it’s not right to kill someone, in the eyes of the law, but, think about it, if it were your own loved ones who became incapacitated, and their quality of life is dropping by each and every breath they take, wouldn’t you want them to suffer less?

His Wife, Physically Handicapped, the Husband Lost it, Suffocated Her to Death

The shortcomings, of the long-term care program set up by the government here, was a contributing reason for this tragedy!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

An elderly man, Tsai who was left to care for his own severely physically handicapped wife long-term, was suspected of not being able to handle it physically and psychologically any longer, awhile ago, he was suspected of putting a plastic bag over her head in an attempt to kill her.  As Tsai saw his wife, Wu lost signs of life, he’d called the hospital, and turned himself in, the hospital was able to resuscitate her back to life once, but two days ago, she’d still died of multiple organ failures, two days ago the D.A. interrogated the elderly man, charged him on murder, and set his bail for $50,000N.T.s.

The police investigated, that Tsai (age 67), and his wife, Wu (age 65) were married for over thirty years, the children are all with stable jobs, and are all married, they’re doing fine economically, but many years ago, Wu had a stroke, and had the continued repeated cycles of urinary tract infection, she’d spent her time on her sickbed, and had been transferred in and out of the hospital, that Tsai was her primary caretaker.

Based off of understanding, Wu suffered multiple strokes of late, had been bedridden long term, in a wheelchair, and her daily living is taken care of by her husband, Tsai and the hired nurse’s aide, a while ago, Wu ran a fever, was hospitalized, and the nurse’s aide also fell ill, and Tsai shouldered both their care.

what the man was left alone in dealing with…

photo from online

He was suspected of getting burned out lately, at a little past eleven at night on the fifth of this month, he’d lost it, with a plastic bag filled with toilet paper, he’d, suffocated his wife, as he saw his wife’s heart stopped, thought that she was dead, he’d run to the nurse’s station, told the nurse on duty, “I murdered someone, I’m sorry!”, the hospital immediately took the victim to the I.C.U. to resuscitate, she was saved.

As the police were called, they took Tsai into custody, Tsai claimed, that his wife had been bedridden for a very long time, he could no longer care for her, that he tried to murder his own wife because he can no longer take it anymore; at a little past nine in the morn two days ago, Wu still died, due to multiple organ failures, as her son gave the statement at the substation, he was distraught.

And this sort of tragedies will keep on happening, because of the reduced birthrate, and how people are living longer, longer, and longer by the years, and, because there’s NO system of support, for these primary caretakers to get their needed breaks, that’s why they snapped.

When Death is the Only Gift I Can Give to You

Death is, the only gift I can, give to you, love!  I don’t want you to, suffer anymore…

When death is the only gift I can, give to you, I can’t!  I just, can’t bear the thought of, losing you, it’s, too painful!  When death is the only gift I can, give to you, because you’re, in so much pain, and you’d, become, reduced, to less than you were, from when you were still, healthy, happy, and free, and now, you got, trapped, inside this, sick little body of yours, growing weaker by the day!

When death is the only gift I can, give to you, will I be able to, just, let go, of my love for you, knowing that, you’d be, better off, DEAD?  And, how can I, say goodbye to you, my love, after we’d, shared, so many years of our lives together, of all that we’d, weathered through with each other, huh?

like this???photo from online

You’re, asking too much of me, and I just, can’t!  I can’t, let you go, you mean too much to me, I can’t, lose you, it hurt, just, thinking about it!

When death is the only gift I can, give to you, then, I will, force myself to give you just that, because, I will, NEVER allow you, to suffer, like someone I used to love, suffered, before he was, put down!

So yeah if death turns into, the only gift I can, give to you, then, I shall, give it, and nobody says SHIT about it!!!

Because of Your Not Ready to Let Me Go, I Had to, Suffer, Longer than I Had to…

tattooed, around the area where the tube is, supposed to, go in…photo from online

I’d been found, in the TERMINAL stage of cancer, it’d, progressed too advance, metastasized, took over, my other organs as well, but because of your not ready to let me go, I had to, suffer, longer than I had to.

I get, that you love me, and couldn’t see me die, but heck, EVERYBODY dies, I’d, already, come to understand that, through the course, of this, illness, and, as my cancer had, progressed, little, by little each and every day, I’d, become, less than all I once was, I’d lost, ALL my dignities, I’d started, wearing DIAPERS for crying on loud, and needed people, to carry me up and down, and I can’t even, sit STRAIGHT, in my god damn, WHEELCHAIR either!

Despite everything that’s been done, my cancer is still “on”, in fact, it’s, MORE than on, and, this last round of chemo, it’d, left me, so FUCKING weak, I can’t even see anything in front of my eyes now.

the forms…photo from online

Is this the way, I want to live? HELL no! And yet, you’re, still, keeping me here, but W-H-Y, huh? Why do you, HATE me so, that you feel compelled, to DRAG me through this SHIT in these dying days of mine? And, why can’t I, just, have some peace, and just, live from breath to breath?

I’m NOT afraid to D-I-E, by any measures, in fact, I wish I were DEAD now, and yet, look at, these tubes that are, attached to my body, there’s one, to drain out the excess fluids, one that’s, in my arms, to draw the blood out for testing’s sake, and oh, do you not see, this tube that’s, stuck down MY fucking throat here? And, don’t EVEN, get ME started, on what feeding time is like every single time here???

Now, ask yourselves this: would THIS be the way, you all want to, live out the rest of your lives? And, if you could have a choice, wouldn’t you, just, want someone, to PULL the P-L-U-G-S?

So, why are you, still, keeping your own loved ones, connected to that monitor, beeping, beeping, beeping, beeping, beeping, and beeping away, huh?

This is, completely, I-N-H-U-M-A-N-E, and NOBODY deserves to, LIVE like this, especially, NOT during those, final days, years, months of her/his, life………