The Freedom to Read, the Publishers Don’t Need to Examine Themselves

The debated-on matter of whether or not the stores should, take the authors who’d been, involved in immoral behaviors, off their shelves…off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The libraries, the publishers in the U.S., and bookstores had always been, against the government’s checking what they’re doing, since 1982, the American Library Association would host a “banned book week” from the end of September to the beginning of October, this year, the date is from October first to the seventh, the theme is “Allow Us to Read Whatever We Want”, and they’d worked with the American libraries’ “Freedom to Read” program, gained wide popularity with the bookstores, the publishers.  The goal of these activities, none other than to show, that despite how some groups, some people have a difference of opinion of what the public should have access to, due to political preferences, religious beliefs, to restrict what’s put out in print in the public libraries, the bookstores.

Back to Taiwan, this year, the #MeToo movement had, burned from the politics, to the entertainment industries, the scholastic, recently, there’d been the writers in print, who’d, been accused, the storm circles had, affected the book sales, the publishers, not only were the bookstores, that were in support of the movement, which had, taken the accused writers’ works off the shelves, there’s the, chill effects from the “recommended by the famous” too.

But, what’s different of the books and other realms: politics, entertainment industry, schools, is that the writer, should be examined through the moral or legal angles, but, the books should not get, deshelved, for instance, if the husband or the wife had wronged, the children should, NEVER, get the blames for what the parents had, done.  The Chinese professor of Taiwan National University of Education, Chih stated, that on the character and work of the authors, actually, it’d been looked into in the ancient times, but, the quality of writing doesn’t equal the characters of the writers.  A writer with a problematic character, doesn’t mean that the work is flawed.  Hitler is considered one of the worst in history, but the bookstores would NOT take his “Mein Kampf” off the shelves, and, those who read this book, doesn’t mean that they are in support of Hitler; by the same token, those who’d read “The Golden Lotus”, aren’t those who are, addicted to sex.

In the earlier eras, there were the restrictions by the police on what the publishers are allow to put into print, the checks of the books, but, after the authoritarianism era of Chiang Kai-Shek, that’s all done away with.  The writers, Lin and Wang, although both were caught in the sex scandals, but the libraries, the bookstores, would NOT, take their books off the shelves, and it’s up to the readers to decide, whether they want to purchase, or to check their books, out.

But, a couple of years ago, thee were the publishers that started, the “self-evaluation processes”, and changed the author, Tsao’s book “China Debated”, to change all the mentions of “Mainland China” into “Chinese”, to the point of how the mentioning of how “Columbus had found the New Worl”, changing into “Columbus had discovered New China”.

So, the publishers are, reminding the editors, to NOT carry any preferences in their political beliefs, and change the names used in Chinese.  The publishers are fighting against government’s checks, and they should NOT evaluate what they print themselves either.

like this! From online

Same for the bookstores too, you can’t take someone’s books off the shelves, just because you hold the prejudices against the writers, even the X-rated books, you can only, label them as, “restrict contents”, to restrict the ages of the readers, and NOT take them off the shelves in the libraries.

The #MeToo movements, even IF the authors had been involved, their actions, are rarely, related to the contents of their, books, there’s, NO need to take their works off the shelves, this was, the biggest difference compared to the entertainment industries.  To purchase or to not purchase the books, it’s the freedom, the choice, the rights of the, readers.

To start, this is, about, morality, I mean, WHO, would want to read the books of writers, who’d, preached about something righteous, but actually, does, exactly, the opposite?  And, to appease the consumers, the stores may, take the works of these, immoral people, OFF the shelves, and that would be, against the freedom of the press.  But, the bookstores are, a business, and its, considerations may be that if we put the books by those, writers who couldn’t behave right, then, we lose the, customers, which is why they may be more than likely to, take the volumes of these writers off the shelves.

But, this debate is on banning books, and, I believe, that books should NOT be banned, but they can be labeled as “restricted”, to help warn the readers, that what they’re picking up may have some, “adult content”, like the movie ratings.  You wouldn’t BAN the theatres, because they showed the R or X-rated films, would you?  Of course not.

Besides, these are, independently operating business, outside of the government’s, controls, and government should NOT dip its, filthy hands into this.

The American Justice System Turned into a Chopper, Causing Even More Competitiveness of the Two Political Parties in the U.S.

A lose-lose, no matter what ticket you vote on, but, we still must, EXERCISE our CIVIC duties as citizens, but what’s the point?  You’re still voting FOR, the LESSER of, TWO, EVILS in any and all of, the elections in the world…off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

BBC and CNN reported on the fourteenth and fifteenth, the younger son of the American president Biden, Hunter Biden had been indicted on three gun-related federal felonies.  There are four meanings to this, including how the political parties are going at each other’s throats in the U.S. right now, the Republicans are faced with the two problems of the justice system being invaded by politics, along with how there are no other viable candidate for presidency on the Democrat ticket.

Some Americans believe, that the former president, Trump facing ninety-one counts of federal and local indictments.  They’d criticized that this was caused by the “Biden-run justice system” that’s caused it.  While some Americans believed, the same justice system had gone after Hunter Biden’s personal problems relating to taxes and his own private morality.

The Republicans knew a long time, that Hunter is one of Biden’s weakest problem, that by manipulating Hunter’s problems, not only can it anger Biden, but it also, diverts attention of the public away from Trump being charged with the federal crimes.

And yet, this manipulating the public’s attention toward Hunter Biden, caused the Republicans to deadlock itself.  Three counts on gun-related matter is, serious, a felony, not just a misdemeanor, he may also be faced with the multiple tax evasion charges and the business overseas.  But to this point, the accusations against Hunter trailed way behind Trump’s charges.  If the Republican Party uses Hunter Biden as a weapon to attack the Democrats in the elections, it will surely, force the voters to compare both individuals.  And the Democrats will say, that it wasn’t Hunter Biden who’s, running for presidency.

Randy Zelin from the law department of Cornell University stated, the line between the justice system and politics is now, blurred in the U.S.  This means, that people may be able to use the federal criminal justice systems to punish those with a difference of opinion than they have, and this never-ending war is now, tearing up the U.S.

CNN quoted the results of a poll, only a third-of the Democrats who were interviewed are supportive of Biden’s running to get reelected again, two-thirds wanted another option of presidential candidate for the party, although, nobody tells who can an alternative candidate for the Democrat ticket.  Of those possible candidates named, was Sanders, a Congressman, but he’s already eighty-two, older than Biden.

we still have here, a WWF SHOWDOWN between Donkey and Elephant here…photo from online

The former Speaker of the House, Pelosi when interviewed from before, was asked, “Coult Karama Harris be a good candidate for vice president in Biden’s reelection campaign?”, Pelosi only stated, “that’s what Biden believes”, and commended Harris on being intelligent in politics, that to beat Donald Trump, with a ton of experiences, and wisdom, Biden is, their, best option.

Yeah, but you’d forgotten, how Biden is, slowly becoming, demented, remember how he’d kissed the wife of that international dude (forgot what that was!), or how he’d, misnamed someone in a public speaking thing?  And so, it’s now, up to the U.S. citizens who will be voting in the upcoming elections to decide: do we want an IMMORAL BASTARD who evaded TAXES (after all, paying the taxes is the CIVIC duties of citizens, right???) like Trump, who’s IMMORAL, who’d attempted to SELL AMERICA out to the highest bidder (did someone just call SATAN???)?  Or, would you rather have someone who’d slowly become, incapacitated in his thinking abilities, who mistakenly call someone by someone else’s names, with the sporadic memory loss sessions that are going to occur more and more often, as that’s how DEMENTIA progresses, to be your president?  And, I’m still not voting, at least, I don’t think I will be, as I’m still, STUCK here, in this god damn “country” (are we still???) called TAIWAN, R.O.C. here.

So, do the TOSS up, American voters, and, either way, no matter how we the people VOTE, we the people still, LOSES, the WORST.

That would be, that “dilemma” of BIPARTISANSHIP for ya…

Thirty-Percent of the Hospice Care of N.T.U. Hospital, Weren’t Cancer Patients

A choice, for the terminally ill, to live out their, final moments, with their, dignity, intact, allowing them to choose how THEY want to, go!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

For those who are, terminally ill, hospice is the choice to help them live out their final days with as little pains as possible.  The C.E.O., Cheng of Taiwan Hospice and Medical Pathology Association, stated, take the N.T.U. Hospital for example, there are close to thirty-percent of the patients in the program who aren’t cancer patients, and, of these, mostly were those with dementia.  Last year, the national health insurance agency added the terminally ill elderly, and other conditions and three other qualifications for those allowed in the hospice programs.

The Smile He Had on His Face When He Passed, Became What Helped His Widow Carry on with Her Life

“That smile on his face as he’d passed away, still gave me the needed drives to carry on with my life”, Mr. Lin at age forty-two was diagnosed with liver cancer, he’d gotten to the terminal stage, and moved into the hospice of N.T.U. Hospital, his widow, Ms. Lee told, that she struggled with the decisions of placing her husband into the hospice program, worried, that he might die sooner, but, her husband and families, in the help from the personnel of the hospice program, readied themselves for his departure, and, as her husband passed, there’s that light smile on his face.

A sixty-year-old ALS patient, due to how his conditions had worsened too quickly, signed the DNR, wanted to be taken off the machines, but his wife couldn’t accept it, and, as the hospice professionals mediated, then, the patient was in the at-home care programs for three years, then, passed on.

And, this is how we can, give dignity to the ones we love, allowing them, to choose their own, terminal, care, but we don’t do that, because, in our views, we want our parents, our grandparents to stay with us, for as long as they possibly can, because, losing them is simply, unbearable, and it will be, too painful for us, to, bear it, but, we forget, that we’re the ones, dragging their ailing bodies, keeping their souls TRAPPED, and that’s just, inhumane, and yet, we can’t decide to just, let them go, because we feared being labeled as, unfitting as their offspring.

Think about it: how fitting will you be, if you’d made your own loved ones, suffered, for more than they had to?

The Case of the Overturning of the Nanny Accused of Abuse, Lesson to be Learned: We Should Leave the Investigations to the Professionals

The public still have the tendencies to become the judge, the jury, AND the, executioner here, and this is, really, bad, because you hadn’t gotten ALL the FACTS straight yet, and you’d, rushed to, conclusions, dragging the woman’s reputations through the mud, and now her name had been cleared, but, her reputation is still, in the M-U-D, even IF it’s proven, that she’d not done, anything wrong, with the angry mob mentality, taking the public, over!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

Two years ago, an eleven-month-old infant girl fell in her nanny’s home and died, the parents suspected the nanny for abuse, and as the famed youtuber told of the case, the online community had, gone against what the nanny had, done, and the parents of the young infant girl became, vigilantes too.  But awhile ago, the autopsy of the infant girl found residuals of ketamine, that the infant’s father tested positive for the substance also, turning the case around, the cause of death is “by second hand use of illegal substances”, that the nanny didn’t neglect her duties, and the charges were dropped against her, which turned over the “local community’s trial” of her.

the program includes…found online

Actually, this is not the very first case of the people acting as the judge, the jury and the executioner, and it won’t be the, last, as the online community loved playing the roles of the judge, and the, investigators.

The psychological experiments showed, that if you constantly suspect that your neighbor’s kid was stealing from you, anything s/he does, made her/him, suspicious; but as you’d found what you’d, misplaced, the child’s behaviors, don’t make her/him seemed like, the thief.

The case of the elderly couple who’d owned the café at Danshui was broadcasted fully and overtly by the media press, and most of the public believed that the landlord was an, accomplice, that he was good at, faking his, innocence; as the police conducted the investigations thoroughly and completely, and the evidence showed the landlord had absolutely, ZERO involvement, how he’d looked, down-to-earth, and honest then, this is, the interactions of people’s stereotypes with the halo effect.

As I was younger, I’d lacked the allowances, and longed for the snacks, and so, I can only, steal from my own mother, and surely, I got, found out, but, after a certain incident my mother’s “crime-solving means” became, more careful, because she’d mistaken my older brother as the one who’d, stolen her, keys.

When my mother had worked during the harvest seasons to make the extra cash, she’d not ridden her bicycle for a long time, parked it under the roofs, and worried that someone from the neighborhood by steal it, or take it for a ride, and she’d kept the keys inside her winter coat pocket, and one time she’d come home, and couldn’t find the keys to her bicycle lock, and she’d stubbornly believed, that it was my older brother who’d, stolen it, and beaten the crap out of him, and as he’d fallen asleep from crying, she’d, waken him up, and beaten my brother up again, then she’d, remembered, that she’d, hidden the keys, and felt bad for what she did to my older brother, and she’d, “treated” us out.  And, after this incident, my mother became doubtful of herself, as she couldn’t find her money, because dad didn’t believe her, had her rummage through her things once, to NOT “scapegoat” on the rest of us, and, I, who’s the, real thief, started laughing secretly, like I’d, dodged the cannons of a war!

And, all of these scapegoating cases tell us, that we all need to have that balanced mind of judgment when we watch the news, the national news, the international too, we can easily make a mistake, following the crowds.

And so, this is on how we are, easily, misled, by the news media, and, in the end, by the time these accused individuals finally got their innocence proven, they already got their reputations dragged through the mud, and no amount of repatriation (payment from the government for making it up for accusing you wrongfully!) will be enough, because the reputations is, completely, gone, like the case of the drugging of children in the preschools of Hsinbei city from awhile ago.

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Why Does it Matter, Who I, Love???

Unfortunately, we, do NOT have the right to decide, WHO it is that we want to, be in love with, despite how “openminded” this world is, becoming here…

Why does it matter, WHO I, love???  I mean, I can love someone, who’s the same sex as I am, I know I’m, entitled, to fall in love, just like, that “next guy or gal”.

Why does it matter, who I, love???  And, when is it, anybody’s business WHO I am in love with, huh?  Who I am with (I’m still “with STUPID” here!!!), is nobody’s business, but, my.

photo from online

Why does it matter, who I, love???  Because the world assigned us, into its own, expected gender specifications, and yeah, so what IF, there are, now the laws that passed to allow for people of the same sex to be married, that still doesn’t mean, that this group of us, who are, different compared to the rest of the “general publics” (and, how’s that defined???).

Why does it matter, who I, love?  I can be a man, in love with man and woman, I can be, a man, in love with another man, or a woman, in love, with, another woman, or, someone who just loves, NO humans, and the pets, if I so choose!

So, whoever the @#$% (maxed out!) I choose to love, is, entirely UP to ME to, decide, the law has NO say in it, the family does NOT have a say in it, the society, the outside world (outside of my own, physical presence) has NO say in it, and that, is, that!

And no, still NOT an, “advocate” of LGBT rights here.  But right to live our own lives, HOW we choose….

Just so we’re, clear, I LOVE, four-legged, wagging tail, wet noses, the ones I can train to respond to my commends of SIT, STAY, good boy, now, fetch “mommy” her pink bunny slippers sort of a “gal” here.

The Best, Choice

What our decisions, means, from lunch items, extending it to, life choices…translated…

When I was studying in the U.S., I’d lived not richly, but I’d also wanted to see the world, during this hard-to-come by opportunity of studying abroad, I would take the cheap buses to travel, sleeping in the hostels with strangers.  One time at spring break, my roommate and her boyfriend were heading to Miami, they’d invited me along; at the same time, I’d wanted an MP3 so I can listen to music when I exercised (to those of you who are too young, MP3 is a machine that got invented before the SmartPhones, that you can take with you, but with the functions of playing music only).  The trip and the MP3 cost roughly about the same, and I can only have one, not both.

I was stuck in battle then; I’d gone out for exercise daily, with the music, my cardio, my weight-training would feel, way, way, WAY better, and I can have the benefits for a long, long time to come; but, this was a hard-to-come-by opportunity that I had, ventured to the U.S., if I didn’t go to Miami, perhaps, I will NEVER have another chance to go visit there again.  That trip was too perfect, my roommate and her boyfriend were, the best traveling companions, and those few days were heavenly, the most memorable of my life, even after many decades, I’d still felt, that that trip, was one of the best I ever had.  I’m so glad I chose the trip over the MP3 player.

As I grew older, there were, even more choices that presented themselves to me, what was worse, was most of them can’t get resolved with money.  Do I switch track, do I move locally, or move overseas, do I marry someone, do I have a dog, do I have children…………and, behind every single choice, there are, the series of costs of these chances that presented themselves to me, as well as, the risks too.  Toward the unknown, we’d often not know what we are to do.  As I lectured, the audience would often ask the question of how I chose, sounded a bit, passive, btu, there’s only the thought of, “I don’t want to be that person” standard.  Like the Taiwanese idiom of, “looking outside the bowl to what I don’t have”, maybe?  They may have selected one path, but, they hated that life.  Some loved living out of country, but due to their visas expiring, or that they had to take care of their elders, forced back into Taiwan to live; some have a job, but they’d hated it, and it didn’t fit their interest profiles, they are always in pain, and complained daily about it.

what will it be, which “path” to go towards??? There are, usually, MORE paths, instead of just choices A and B…photo from online

We had all been stuck in that same predicament of don’t want to but have to.  My predecessors always reminded me, “you always have a choice”.  We’d worked overtime, and slashed the time we have with our loved ones, that was, our own, choices; for the sake of taking that job from out of country, we’d, sacrificed our sleep, our own decision; for the sake of money, we had to, work multiple jobs at once, that was, our own, making too.  Honestly, I still, can’t quite understand this thought of “I must” yet, but I’d slowly come to understand, “it’s a blessing to choose what you love, loving what you choose, that’s, wisdom.”

Do you think it’s annoying, having to think about what you want for meals daily?  I’d made a drawing can, with the acceptable by me dining places close to my work, when I don’t know what I want for lunches, I’d, drawn a stick out.  I call this “systematic means of problem-solving.”, hmmmmmmm, well, then, maybe, it only, sounded, better.  This meal I’ll have noodles, Asian or western, nobody can recall three days from today, balanced in nutrition, doesn’t put that damper on my wallets, getting back into the office on time, is way more important to me.  My point is, life is a bitch, our brains can only carry so much worries, don’t waste your brains on something like this.  When you feel stuck, remember, you ALWAYS have a choice; if you can; and if you can, do choose, what’s good for your own selves, as well as, the world too.

And so, life’s full of choices (or so we are all, inclined to believe!), but, do we, really have choices, or, is choice, nothing more than a mirage, or that it’s just, how we choose to look on the brighter, or darker sides of the things, as there are, always, those two different sides, that we can CHOOSE to live on, that’ll, give us, different outcomes of our own, lives…

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In a Moment’s Time, the Decisions of Not Signing the DNR, She Was Intubated, and Was Saved

Two cases of the means of intubation here, but with, totally, different outcomes, on life and death, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

In the times of outbreaks, the severely symptomatic had signed their DNR, but, the outcomes were, not the same, some, at the moment of critical conditions, retracted the signing of the DNR, intubated and recovered.  But there were those patients whom, not knowing what was happening, signed the DNR, but in the advices of other physicians from other hospitals, retracted, and transferred, had the ECMO placed in, and still died.

The woman, Chen in her sixties with diabetes, was confirmed of contraction, sent to a specialty ward for MERS-CoV of a major hospital in Taipei, she wasn’t good, had a serious case of pneumonia, with her blood sugar rising up, and kidney malfunction, her conditions worsened, and the hospitals put her on dialysis.

Chen told, that back then, the medical staff members wanted her to sign the DNR, and stated it clearly, “This is for your own good, also, for the sake of your offspring!”, and so she’d, signed it, and, checked the box of “no intubation in emergency resuscitation”.

But, at the other nurses’ advise, she’d, retracted the consent forms, and this decision seemed to have, saved her life, a few days later, she had respiratory failure, the doctors intubated her, and actively treated her, used the steroids, and she’d turned for the better, and was out of the hospital safely in the end.

the medical staff members intubating a patient! Photo from online

The sixty-two-year-old Mr. Shih didn’t have such good luck, he was confirmed of contraction last May on the thirtieth, was hospitalized at the hospital nearby to his home, within two days of admittance into the hospital, the medical staff members tried actively persuading him to sign the DNR, and he’d trusted the medical professionals’ advice, and signed it.

Mrs. Shih had been confirmed of contraction days earlier, and was treated at a different hospital, as she’d learned of her husband’s signing his DNR, she’d discussed it with friends, of them, one who is a physician advised against it, reason being that her husband isn’t elderly, nor did he have any serious illnesses.  And so, she’d tried hard to persuade her husband to get the DNR retracted.

A couple of days later, Mr. Shih’s conditions took a turn for the worst, his primary treating physician called Mrs. Shih up, “Intubation or not, it’s a hope, it’s quite painful for the patients to be intubated, so many patients who’d been intubated didn’t make it.”

The following day, the physician called again, “if you don’t sign the papers, when the time comes, we will, shock him with the electrodes, and, the CPR we perform on him may break his ribs.”, but Mrs. Shih decided to get her husband intubated.  A couple of days later, the hospital told her that her husband needed around-the-clock medical care, and transferred him to a medical center up north.  But because of the critical condition Mr. Shih was in, they’d put the ECMO in, but the sudden internal bleeding, even as the paramedics did their best, he still passed.

And so, this is on the decisions of life or death, made on a dime, and we are faced with these difficult decisions about our loved ones, especially the elderly family members, and, there’s still no right or wrong way to approach this, and, usually, these moments came too quickly, that we won’t get the time to make that list of pros and cons, and then, decide what we want to do for our, loved ones.

Falling into that Same Pothole, TWICE

Because this god damn FUCKING (don’t pardon me here) government that’s currently, running ALL our lives to SIX feet under still can’t learn from its, mistakes!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The huge mess of the candidacy from the KMT slip of Taoyuan is still just, getting, patched up; what’s unbelievable, was, that in Miaoli, there was, the messy businesses, yet, again.  This time, it was Hsu, who was nominated for the post, after the KMT called him to run for office in front of the press, he’d bowed down, and declined the KMT’s asking, leaving behind, everybody who was, shocked.

If Hsu continually stated that his heart isn’t set in running, and so, how did the Central office of KMT, keep on, nominating, him?  This stubbornness of “calling someone to run by force”, isn’t it the same as, slapping themselves, across their own, faces?  Besides, this is too important a matter, before they’d made the announcements, should they not CHECK, with the willingness to run for office of the man they were, nominating?  Or, to tell the man, that everything that might be troubling him had been, taken care of for him?  But, the KMT did, absolutely, NOTHING, and just, issued, the press release.

Falling into that same pothole, twice, the first time may be due to carelessness, and the second time one falls in, it’s, stupidity.  From this, the Central office of the KMT may be, short-wired, they’d used the wrong methods to communicate, to handle the matter, that’s how, they’d, messed the already originally pocketed city up.  The last time the nomination of the mayoral position, the chairman of the party, Chu wanted to scare Lo, the city councilman of Taipei off the rosters, and yet, it’d, gotten him out; and this time, Hsu didn’t want to be put up for election, and, the party members nominated him against his will.  In this day and age, people get upset hearing about forcing someone to get married to someone, and so, how can we, force someone, to, run for, office?

On a deeper level, it may be, that the central office of the KMT is way too, egotistical, way too, wayward, thought, that they didn’t need to communicate with the local regions, and determine everything on their own, from the office of the party.  The president, Tsai is, the president, with powers in her hands, that was how she could, command the DDP; and, pray tell, what powers do Chu, and Huang have?

Chu should first, examine how much the people supported the KMT, then, decide how forceful, he is, to become.

And so, you can see, how this party that’s not in power, is already, getting, edgy, as the elections are, coming up at the end of this year, they’re, grabbing at straws, because they don’t want to lose another year to the DDP, and this still just showed, how we the people, are still being, forced to, choose, between, the lesser of the TWO evils, but neither is, good enough, fitting enough, to rule the country, and so, guess W-H-O, suffers, no matter which party we vote for?  Yeah, it’s still us, the people, because we (collectively speaking, and no, still NOT a part of that, collective “we” there!) the people are too FUCKING retarded, we only want to, follow our leader, not having a mind of our own, besides, we’d all turned into, mechanical robots, under the rules of, either parties here, so, this country’s politics is still, totally @$%#ED (maxed out!) up!

Wife or Lover

A loser, caught between his own wife, and his, whore, and it wasn’t until that the other woman (his whore) made the decision to start over with another brand new man, the affair had, finally, ended!  Call this, the confession, of a CHEAT if you will!  Translated…

I admit, that I fell for, another woman, the night I’d asked that girl to sleep with me away from home, I’d found, I’d started, falling deep.  After all, for a man, from loving a woman, to being in love with a girl, that means, that happiness must, learn to, coexist, with the, heartbreaks.  I’d met a ton of women, but only as I held her, I’d be reminded, that I was, cheating on my wife of twenty years, like how back in college, I’d, dated two girlfriends at the same time, I am, ashamed of myself.

Making a choice normally comes with, comparing the two, disappointment, and destruction of a relationship.  I’d cherished and loved people, not wanted to hurt women and cost them to waste their youth away on me, actually, I don’t want to ignore my own, instincts the most, in my maturity, I would’ve, never imagined, I could, feel my heart skipping a beat in time again, the love came, out of, nowhere, her smile started, surfacing before me, and it’d, made me feel the bliss, I’d loved, seeing me, reflected, from her, brown-colored, pupils.

like this…

and it’s still, ALL the man’s fault here! Photo from online

It’s not that I don’t love my own wife, I do, everybody knew it, I’d help around the house when I got home, took my kids to cram school, kiss my own wife passionately, and made love to her too.  I believe, that staying low key, and keeping this as is, can keep everybody safe, and, being in power, I’d given all my time, my money, as well as, my love too, and not wanted get anything back from, anybody else.

But on that day, as she’d, started, feeling something for another man, I couldn’t help but feel that heartache inside of me, and that sense of loss, and that was when I’d realized, that I too, had been, too afraid, to choose, fearing that I may not have, everything I ever, wanted.

And yeah, this is the mindset of a cheater here, he can’t let go of his wife, out of obligation, out of, responsibilities, as she’d kept his home so well, birthed out his children, and yet, he still couldn’t help but fall for that, younger woman, who’d, made him feel, more alive, that’s just the general state of mind for men who cheat, they wanted it both ways.

Well, here’s that NEWSFLASH (again!) for you, you mother FUCKING sons-of-bitches (still not the four-legged varieties, because at LEAST we can all train those to behave themselves!), we want it both ways, it’s just that most women (this might be a generalization, I wouldn’t know here!) are bound by morals, and the society’s views of women who cheat, being labeled as “whores”, “tart”, “harlots”, etc., etc., etc., that would keep us all way, from cheating on our, husbands, and besides, women are more prone to emotional/psychological affairs, meaning that we do NOT act on our urges to SCREW!

And so, that is, that.