You Can’t Love Me Right, ‘Cuz, Ain’t NOBODY Ever Loved You Right

This is, the absolute T-R-U-T-H!!!

You can’t love me right, ‘cuz, ain’t NOBODY ever loved you right, not YO MAMAS, YO daddies, your girlfriend/boyfriend, and now, not even your own, young.

You can’t love me right, ‘cuz, ain’t NOBODY ever loved you right, and, childhoods are, way, way, WAY behind us all, and, we can’t, EVER get those, do-overs ever.

You can’t love me right, ‘cuz ain’t NOBODY ever loved you right, and I stopped, longing, relying on you, to love me, since, I, grew up!

You can’t love me right, ‘cuz ain’t NOBODY ever loved you right, and, I can’t love you now either (even though, I know what love is, and how to give it to others…).  You can’t love me right, ‘cuz ain’t NOBODY ever loved you right, and, this is, how I reciprocate, the “kindness” (still sarcasm talkin’ here), you’d shown me, straight, back to, you!

And you got NO way of stopping this, “abuse” of mine, to you,  and no, I still, do NOT abuse anyone, because unlike you, I know how to differentiate between good and bad, what’s right, and, what’s, wrong, unlike Y-O-U.

How Will I, Remember, You…

Right, on that………uh, I, won’t!

How will I, remember, you…how would you want me to remember you, huh?  Would you rather me, recall you as you were to me, of all those years of abuse and neglect you made me endure, and with that, comes with, the HATRED, the ANGER, the RESENTMENT?  Or, would you prefer me, to paint everything over, to that, beautiful, brand new, fresh, glow, huh?

But that wouldn’t be, realistic now, would it?  Of course N-O-T!

We often, want to, paint the DEAD as someone who’d been, everything to us, when in truth, those who’d died, may not have had that, positive effect, but we still, should NOT, “speak ill of the DEAD”, yet, just like in Julius Caesar, “Everything bad that man did lives, after them” is absolutely, TRUE.

photo from online

So yeah, we’re all, DEADLOCKED (hey, speak for YOURSELF  there!), we do NOT know how we’re supposed to, honor the DEAD, when there’s NOTHING honorable about them while they were still, alive, and yet, we are forced to, because, that’s, the norm…

We are supposed to, show up at those, “things”, dressed in black, pay our final respects, put whatever we wanted to put in the coffin of those whom we supposedly, “loved”, when in reality, we just want to, SPIT in the DEAD’s, FACE, and maybe, CUSS the DEAD out.

So in this case, wouldn’t it be better, if we simply just don’t, show up at that final rite of passage of theirs?  Yeah, like that rule of thumb: if you don’t got anything nice to say, then, don’t say anything, at, A-L-L, remember???

And so, I won’t, allow you to stay on my mind, because you’re NOT even worthy, a firing off of my SINGLE, NEURON there!  And you all are free to call me out for DISRESPECTING the D-E-A-D if you want to.

Everything that’s Crashed, D-O-W-N

Welcome to this, THREE-RING CIRCUS of mine…

Everything that’s, crashed D-O-W-N, yep, that’s what’s, currently, happenin’ here, in my neck of the woods.  I’m going blind (being a SEER and ALL) due to congenital degeneration of my optical nerve (which still was NOT my fault, I can’t control WHOSE genes I inherit, can I???  Of course N-O-T!)

And, my cousin just, broke something when he went to the bathrooms in his home at night.  There’s, also, the matter of my Granny Chung’s contracting MERS-CoV, the lighter symptomatic, and his ex’s home test still showed, that thin red line and surely, that line’s “reduced” a but, but it’s, still there.

yeah, it’s, like this all right!!! Photo from online

Oh, not to mention, how that BITCH could NOT log into her CompuServe account to file the taxes in the U.S. (how’s that my @#$%ING problem again???), and, there’s my youngest uncle, going to get radiotherapy treatment on the cancer in his lungs too, and my great uncle’s starting to show signs of dementia, just like my dearly beloved, Granny Chung from…uh, ‘bout, ‘round a DECADE ago-ish?

So, this is, currently the CIRCUS show that’s, playing on, in this @#$%ED up family of mine, and guess WHAT’s CAUSED this SHIT???  You guessed it, it’s still, K-A-R-M-A!

The Taiwanese Version of #MeToo, the Gymnastic Coach Died of Illness Two Weeks After He Started Serving His Prison Term

Now that this perps is dead, he no longer had to pay for what he did, to the victims, that’s still, not fair, is it?  Of course not!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The Gold Medal Gymnastic male coach, Liang from Kaohsiung was sentenced to six years ten months for sexually assaulting and molesting underage female competitors he was training, sentenced to six years ten months.  And yet, it’d only been two weeks since he’d started serving his sentence, he’d died of an illness he’d had, his conditions worsened, and was rushed to the hospital, and died at the midnight hours of the nineth this month.  The district attorney is scheduling an autopsy today to clarify his cause of death.

The #MeToo started trending at the end of 2017 globally, the following year, there was a Taiwanese female student who’d posted anonymously on FB, that she’d been raped and molested long-term by her gymnastic coach, Liang, started up the Taiwanese version of #MeToo, later, there were, four more victims who’d accused the coach too, and Liang was sentenced to six years ten months, he’d started serving his time at Kaohsiung Second Penitentiary on February 23^rd this year.

The penitentiary officials stated, that as Liang started serving, he already had the preexisting conditions of progressive disorders, and hip injuries and other physical ailments, he could care for himself still, and after he was put through a health examination, he got the okay to serve the time, but on the twenty-fourth, the officials found that his oxygen level, his blood pressures were, unstable, the prison, to be careful, sent him to the infirmary of the penitentiary to observe just to be careful.

Liang was assigned to a room with three other roommates, during the time of his stay in the infirmary, Liang went to the treatment clinics twice in a week.  Until March 8^th, his cellmate told, that Liang was lethargic, not having any appetite, that his blood pressure had dropped suddenly, he was referred to the bigger treatment infirmary to get his ECG, and on the same afternoon, after the evaluation of the physicians stationed there, they’d believed that it was necessary to get him to a larger local hospital, he was then, rushed over to the National Military Hospital in Zuoying immediately.

As he was admitted in, Liang originally stayed at the normal patient ward, and at ten in the same evening, he was still, lucid, but his vital signs continued dropping, the hospital immediately notified his next of kin, at eleven, he’d worsened to the point that he was admitted to the I.C.U., and the emergency room staff attempted to resuscitate him until one o’clock in the following morn, and he was then, declared, dead.

The penitentiary stated, that there were those who were ailing in their health status in the systems, and the officials would keep close eye on the health status of these inmates, and had followed the protocols for treatment too.  The precise cause of Liang’s death will be clarified after they’d conducted an autopsy on him later on today.

And so, this man had escaped serving ANY time, due to death, and that’s just, way too, easy for him, because think about the effects of what he’d done to all those victims who got raped, sexually assaulted and/or molested by him, they’re the ones who will have the hardest time, recovering, while this loser just, drops, DEAD, how’s that justice?  It still, isn’t!

Threats, a Short Prose

How the younger generations still, take after their elders’ behaviors, and, that’s how this cycle keeps on, repeating, itself, nonstop, and all of you still get, trapped, and you don’t even realize it!  Translated…

My mother-in-law has her own way of coping with the hard-to-use electric appliances.

“You get stuck again, I shall throw you out, and get a brand new one!”

“So hard to use, guess I’ll just, go out and, buy me, a brand new one!”

“The XX dehumidifier can warm the quilts up in less than half an hour, way better than this one we have at home here!”

But it’s odd, when these appliances get scolded by her like so, all the problems, they’d, vanished out of the blue, and start functioning normally for a bit, it’s, as if these machines can understand her words, worried of, getting, disposed of.

My wife told me that when she was young, she’d seen it many a times, that it’s, nothing new to her.

And that was why it’d dawned on me, why my wife always, threatened me with divorce all the time too.

Yeah, that’s still, emotional blackmailing, except, that your mother-in-law is doing it to the mechanical appliances, and your wife’s doing it to you.  And, there’s, nothing you do about it, you just, fall back into the cycles of her threatening to get rid of you, you behaving yourself better for a little while, until you start, misbehaving yourself again, and, she threatens you, again, and this vicious cycle still, rolls…………..

He’d Robbed the Gold Jewelries Worth $470,000N.T., Escaped, Leapt into the Creeks, Fallen to His Legs Became Injured So Badly He Couldn’t Move a Single Muscle

The quick KARMA that bit him on the ASS here!  Served him right, for robbing a jewelry store!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

Two evenings ago, an eighteen-year-old man, Wu went into the jewelry shop told that he wanted to buy a gold necklace, as he pretended to be selecting from the batch, he’d grabbed a necklace worth $470,000N.T., and run right out of the shop, the shop owner chased after him, and called the cops as he’d chased after the robber; as Wu saw the police and the locals coming towards him, he’d leapt into a five-meter deep creek, and injured both his legs, and couldn’t move an inch, was arrested by the police who just arrived, he was taken to the hospital, and sustained no major injuries, booked for robbery, after the D.A. interrogated him, they’d asked the courts to have him in custody, which the courts signed off.

The police investigated, that Wu just turned eighteen, two evenings ago at around six, he’d walked into a jewelry shop in Zhushan Township in Nantou, claimed that he was looking for a gold necklace and a ring; the manager found him keep on switching to and from the pieces, acting weird, as he was about to tell the clerk to collect the jewelry, Wu grabbed two gold necklaces, and two gold rings, then, ran right out, the clerk immediately chased after him, and called the police as he’d chased him down.

The locals learned that there was a robbery, and joined in the pursuit of the robber, not long thereafter, the police arrived too, Wu saw the crowd behind him getting bigger and bigger, he’d flipped over the railings, and leapt into the street-end creek down below, not realized that it was a five-meter drop downward, he’d injured both his legs, couldn’t move an inch.  The patrol officers arrived immediately afterwards, cuffed him, took him to the hospitals, and gotten the robbed gold jewelry returned to the shop.

And, look on the bright side (sliver lining anyone???) you got to hold that gold of $470,000N.T.s, at least, for a brief moment in time, and that still just showed, how quickly KARMA bites back, meaning, IF you do something bad, then, what you did will return back to you TENFOLD, like for this loser, he would not just be facing the jail term, but also the medical fees too now, and it still was NOT worth it!

We the People, Paying for the Mistakes of the Energy Policies of the Government

And because, we’re still all, paying into, this government’s, SHITTY plans, that’s still, money down into the toilet (Watch it all go ‘round, and ‘round, and ‘round…), off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

Last year, the government had collect4ed around $450 billion N.T.s in taxes, an all-time historical high, and the waves of “returning some taxes back to the people” came on, and we all expected that the refunds will be in cash, but the president, Tsai stated yesterday, that the refunding the taxes back to the people is temporarily placed on halt, wanted us to understand.  And yet, a huge chunk of this over-collected tax amount is going to Taipower company to cover the lacking in the cost of electricity, in other words, we may not get the refunds of the taxes back, we are also, paying for the energy policies of the Tsai government, how can we possible, understand that?

The last eleven months from two years ago, Taipower had already sustained a loss of $220,400,000,000N.T.s, already closing in on the total capital of the company’s worth of $330,000,000,000N.T.s.  Due to the hike in energy costs because of the Russo-Ukrainian conflict, especially for natural gas, it’d increased the cost of operations for Taipower Company, and, the estimated shortage may be roughly the same this year compared to last year.

and, here’s what THAT, looked, like…and, guess what’s going to happen, AS the plug goes into the wall??? Cartoon found online

The key to causing this total loss of the cost of operations of Taipower, is the government of Tsai’s rushing into doing awa3y with nuclear power completely.  The originally planned percentage of natural gas provision of fifty-percent by 2025, thirty-percent powered by coal, and the reusable energies only twenty-percent, due to the shift in goals of energy production policies, the check’s bounced last year ahead of its due date, and we can now only, use more fire power to increase the electricity power that we are in need of.  Especially, the proportions of natural gas powered is still increasing, this sort of a continual loss, is entire caused by the faulty energy policy of the government.

And the cost of power will only get higher and higher, and higher by the day for the futures, and, the reusable energies, will NEVER reach the rate of what’s promised to us by our, government, plus the party is now, pressed by the votes, and doesn’t DARE anger the people, the evaluation of the lowering of the costs of electricity became a rubber stamp, with, Taipower Company never breaking even.

To have a stable source of energy, the industries keep on calling out to the government, but the government still keep on giving the taxes that we pay to make up for the operational losses of Taipower, which is the same as wiping the ASS of its own, bad energy policies.

And, there you have it, the Tsai government SCREWED us over, by manipulating the people to vote NO to restart Nuclear Two, and we already all expected this to happen, and now, we’re, merely, sucking it up, and taking whatever the FUCK the government’s manipulated us into believe, and the people here, DESERVE to get, SCREWED over, because the population are too FUCKING (don’t pardon me!) retarded, to vote the way the DDP wanted them to.

Detonated a Bomb at the Station, Became Amputated, Received Seven-and-a-Half Years

Can’t see what he did, only pointed finger to those who’d, “wronged” him, yeah, that’s the bad behaviors, of a man all right!  How KARMA is still, a total, BITCH!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

A plumber-electrician, Yu because he was in a foul mood in July, he’d taken a bomb, with the reputation of “Satan’s Mother” to the police substation, stated that he was going to, detonate it, and, he’d actually, accidentally pressed the detonator, and set the bomb off, his right palm was blown to bits, and got taken to the hospital and amputated; the Hsinchu District Court tried him, found that he’d caused troubles in public safety, but already paid a dear price, sentenced him to seven years six months for breaking the laws of ownership of illegal dangerous arms, and obstruction of police business.

The verdict pointed out, Wu learned to make the bomb from online, went to the hardware, chemical stores on July 6^th , bought the needed supplies, and started making the bomb at home, and, late that evening, he’d tried to see his own young daughter, was barred from seeing her, got in a foul mood, took the bomb, “Satan’s Mother” to the police substation locally.

as Yu entered into the substation, he’d immediately told the officer on duty he was with an explosive device, and took it out to “play with” again, and again, the officers worried that Yu may actually detonate, tried calming him down, while calling up his father, and, Yu started shouting at his father in the phones, that he had a bomb on him, and he got more and more, worked up as they spoke.

And, half way through talking with his father, Yu accidentally set the detonator off, and, blew up his own right palm, and thankfully, none of the officers on duty had, gotten injured.

And so, this is what happened, when you put an explosive device in the hands of someone who’s, worked up, emotionally unstable, and what exacerbated this man’s bad behavior, was his own ex-wife’s barring him from seeing his own daughter, and he’d not considered WHY, his own ex-wife barred him from seeing his own young daughter, because he’d gone to her place too late, and the child may already be in bed, and he’d, blamed EVERYBODY else for his, “misfortunes”…

The Passing of the Torch Through a Small Computer

The heart of this serviceman from the same unit is, the most amazing thing, that’s stayed with the writer, even after so many years since he’s finished with his own, service terms in the armed services, translated…

It was 1990, when I was working as a counselor at the Marines’ Penghu Command Post, my primary work involved surveying the servicemen in Penghu, to get to understand how the soldiers were faring, how they’d adapted to the life in the armed services.  Back then, computers weren’t all over the places, it was quite rare, too expensive, not to mention, the armed services worried that the top secret may leak out, and so, we can only conduct the statistical researches manually, with a total lack of efficiency.  Every month, we would sample ten units, and, the surveys we collected were quite massive,, thankfully, in the unit I worked in, there was a small computer that was two, three times larger than the calculators, as we’d keyed in the data, then, the computer would compute out the results; I’d heard, that this was a serviceman from the years before out of the info-tech department who’d bought the machine with his own money, wrote the programs that’s being used right now, and as he was relieved of his service duties, he’d, generously donated the computer to the army, and so, every time I’d thought back, I was filled with, a ton of, gratitude.

As I’d taken over for two months, that small computer malfunctioned, and, as I’d gone back to the island of Taiwan on my break, I’d also, bought the exact same model, and wrote the programs for it, and, yet, I just, couldn’t get the computer to work like it had before.  Seeing how the work came rushing towards me, I’d started, flustering, and, I’d called up the former serviceman who’d left the original computer behind, and still couldn’t figure things out, and so, I’d not known how to resolve the issues with the calls, and so, I’d met up with the person who’d donated the computer in Taipei, so I can, better understand how to make the computer work.

And yet, as we’d met, he’d, handed me, a brand new computer, told me, that the old one had stopped working, because it’d not been upgraded in the memory disks.  I’d told him I wanted to pay him for it, he’d turned me down, convinced me, that it’d not paid quite enough in the services, that he’d started working already, that it was his way, of giving back to the unit he served in, for taking care of him during his time there, told me not to mind it.

Turns out, after two years, he’d already, forgotten the details, and to try to help me solve my problem, he’d, bought a brand new computer, to research more into it, to know what the problem is.

I’d waved goodbye to him with tears in my eyes, carrying that small computer in my arms, felt very moved by him, and hoped, that I will be able to, passing this heart of helping, this love he felt toward people, on.

And so, this older, former serviceperson had gone over and beyond the call of duty, to help this individual who was currently serving his term, and this older, former serviceperson wanted to make the work in the units easier, more efficient, that was why he’d bought that desktop computer in the first place, and, he’d, offered more than the needed help to the writer as he’d come across the troubles of the computer working well.

The Riots Against the Orders to Close Down the Cities in China Different than Tiananmen, the Chinese Dreams Got Beaten by Livelihood of the People, Now the People Demand Freedom

The A-4 revolution of the people, caused by the dictatorship of Xi of China, and how the people of China finally, got FED up, being controlled by the, government, with the growing pandemic as the fuel to this fire that’s starting, to burn right now, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The fires in Ürümchi shehiri leading to the national riots all around, not only did it prove Mao’s “a tiny spark can causes a huge forest fire”, it’d also, caused a serious impact on Communist rule of China, this is the largest scale riot in thirty years in modern China.

Some of the commentators compared this to the Tiananmen Square massacre in 1989, this was, improperly stated.  Research showed, as people get trapped in poverty long-term, they are less likely to riot and rise up, but, as the living standards are improved, to a certain degree, there would be the anti-government activities that start to happen all around.  In the nineties, the communist government of U.S.S.R. and Eastern Europe quickly got taken over after the reforms happened, the backgrounds of Tiananmen too, is quite similar, it’s just that it got, suppressed by the forces.  In political science, the anger of the people that came into being due to this oppression, is “the relative sense of being deprived.”

This current incident however, is a crumbling of the contract of societal functioning between the person in power and the people.  In Thoreau’s philosophy, he’d believed, that the people are willing to give up certain freedoms if the person or party in power put up an equated quality or ideal, and once the social contract crumbled, then the relations of both became led by tension.  This, applied to China, the Communists are able to gain totalitarian control because after the reforms, the economic is taking off, as the speed of development entered into the plateau stage, then, the government must come up with alternative plans to help the system progress.

From the western cultures, the reforms in economics brings about the reforms of the governing systems, Korea and Taiwan are examples of this.  In 2001, in WTO approving China as its members, without the country’s being up to standards in international trades, is due to this ideal of the western world’s
“the evolution of peace”, hoping, that through the involvements, it can cause China to participate in the multivariate politics.  And yet, it’d not worked out, although the Chinese economics is steadily on the rise, and the political environment turned to more open in Hu and Wen’s terms as leaders of the country, but, in 2012, since Xi took power, it’d, shifted back into authoritarianism.

 Before Wen stepped down, he’d stated, with a heavy heart: if we don’t push for the reforms, we may eventually, lose the results of the economical reforms as well.  But unfortunately, Xi didn’t heed Wen’s advice, instead, he’d convinced the people, using another means to make sure the people followed and obeyed his rule: the Chinese dreams.  Simply put, tapping into people’s patriotism, to replace the needs, the demands of the reform toward a more democratic government.  This emotional appeal, normally, can be enforced by reaching out to the law enforcement authorities, to keep the people in check, however, this means of control stop working, as soon as the people can’t even fulfill their most basic needs for staying alive, and losing their personal, freedoms.

What Communist China is currently faced with, is exactly as described, and, comparing to the goals of reform of more politically-oriented from the Tiananmen riots, what the people are demanding, is their living needs be, fulfilled, and if the Communist government doesn’t consider it, then, the riots will get out of control soon.

As the most basic needs of food, shelter, what we need to live our daily lives became, unfulfilled, we are, driven to revolt, because these are the most basic needs of us as humans, to live, to survive on the planet, and as China stayed TOUGH on its plan to clear ALL the cases of MERS-CoV, life gets harder for the people in the country, they’re, running out of their basic living needs, foods, water, etc., etc., etc., and naturally they are, going to, revolt, and, it will in turn, lead to the changes of the formations of the government, because people are now, banding together, to fight against the dictatorship, the authoritarianism of the man who’d called the shots way too long in the country.