Masking Up Their P.T.S.D.

Because, perhaps, you are prone to believe, that nobody KNOWS what you’d weathered through, or could come close to, remotely, understand what you’d been put through, or are going through currently???

Masking up their P.T.S.D., that, was what they were expected to do, after all, the way to survive, in a WARZONE is by showing ABSOLUTELY NO weakness whatsoever!  And so, because their P.T.S.D. had been covered up, buried under layers and layers of whatever, when it finally gets discovered, it will give off MORE energies compared to IF it was dealt with when it was first found out about.

Masking up their P.T.S.D., because the world SHUNS the weak, and so, we all learned, to NOT show our weaknesses to this outside world, but that still didn’t mean, that those weakness that are a part of us, are no longer there, it’s just, that they’d been suppressed, to the depth, of our subconscious, and now, they’re slowly, taking over, all our unconscious, and, when everything finally BLOW up, it’s gonna cause, more damages than you can ever imagine, even WORSE compared to if you’d dealt with the issues, causing, and surrounding, your own posttraumatic stress.

Masking up their P.T.S.D., that, was what they were taught to do, and, in this time of war, it’s either, that you kill me, or, I kill you, and, I refuse to die, and so, you must, and so, this vicious cycle of P.T.S.D. still keeps on rolling, rolling, rolling………

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Time Took from Us

Time took from us, everything, and, we can’t, get it back again!!!  Time took from us, everything that mattered, and was, too important, for us, to lose.

Time took from us, too much already, and, it’s still, taking, and, it will, NEVER stop taking, until, there’s NOTHING left, for it to take anymore.

Time took from us, and, there was, nothing, that any of us could do, but, to let what’s taken, BE taken.  Time took from us, all that we wanted, and needed, and, I don’t know how to get what’s taken from me by time, back again, and it just hurt…

Time took from us, there was, NOTHING that I can do, but to mourn, what IS lost, is taken, by time.  Time took from us, and, I want it all back, so, I’d started, bargaining with time, and, it’s still not, working out, and I don’t know, how to cope, with what I’d lost, through time.

Time took from us, too much already, I don’t know how, time could’ve gotten a hold, of so much that had once mattered so very much to me, and yet, with the passing of time, I’m slowly, forgetting, I guess, and one day, I’m sure, that time, will take everything FROM us, and then, I’d have, NOTHING left to look back on anymore…

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Your Successes Became the “Filler” of the Holes of the Dysfunctions of Your Families of Origin

Overcoming the obstacles you’d had to deal with in your childhood years here…

Your successes became the “filler” of the holes of the dysfunctions of your families of origins, and that, was a must, because you will always be living UNDER THE INFLUENCES of the dysfunctions of your separate families of origin, there’s NO doubt.

And, you may have been, misled, into believing, how your successes had somehow, filled UP the holes of the dysfunctions of your families o origins, but, that, is NEVER the case.  You will, keep on, working hard, to become, more successful, only to, find out, that NO amount of successes will EVER fill that hole left, by the dysfunctions of your families of origin, and this will take you, oh, dunno???  ‘bout say???  MORE than your lifetimes, to finally figure out, and yet, how many lifetimes have you got?  Oh yeah, just THIS one!!!

When your successes became a filler of the holes of your families of origins, well, congrats, on your successes, but, you still couldn’t, go BACK in time, to fill up those HOLES your families of origins had, left, inside of your hearts and souls, and so, you will always, keep on, wandering around L-O-S-T in the world, NO matter how hard you work, to try, to find the things that you actually needed in life………

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A Nation of A.D.H.D.

This, is where, we find, ourselves, with kids, overly active, jumping UP AND DOWN, twenty-four seven, and, it’s like, they’d all become, the Energizer Bunny, that just runs, nonstop, without, EVER needing to get that “recharge”!

A nation of A.D.H.D., this, would be the situation we’re currently looking at one in three kid, being diagnosed, maybe???  Because all you GOD DAMN parents, just wanted to have it easy, to have a kid who’s calm, AND collected, when you need them to BE QUIET!!!  But hey, guess what?  Kids are NOT going to BE quiet, because making a HUGE raucous, is what they’re bound to do!  Do you not recall that kid from the last time, who’d gotten HIS entire HEAD, STUCK in the cookie jar already?

And because NONE of you, god DAMN parents are better-equipped to DEAL with your way too ACTIVE, way too JUMPY kids, that, is why, you’d taken them to the shrinks’, and, have them, medicate your own offspring, without knowing, that sending them to a BASKETBALL court, or giving them a TRAMPOLINE to JUMP on, would do the T-R-I-C-K!!!

But, because NONE of you, STUPID (yes, that, would be WHAT you ALL are!!!) parents GET that, therefore, it is, my PREDICTION (and this being MY site and all???), that ALL of your children will become, to heavily MEDICATED, to even react to the least amount of stimulus………

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He’s Horny, He Wanted the Money, the Grandson Talked His Girlfriend into Sleeping with His Own Grandfather

We have here, someone who PIMPED out his own girlfriend, and that just shows, how WRONG the values are, from the Front Page Sections, translated…

The sixty-five year-old man, Lin saw how pretty his grandson’s fourteen-year-old girlfriend was, was suspected of having his grandson to make his girlfriend to have sex with him twice.  The adolescent girl told of this in school, the police made an arrest on the grandfather and grandson pair.  The Hsinbei District Attorney’s Office prosecuted the elderly man on charges of obstructions of sexual freedom, and his sixteen-year-old grandson was turned over to juvenile court to process.

The D.A. investigated, that Lin and his grandson lived in Hsinbei City, last year on April 22nd, the grandson took his runaway girlfriend home to stay temporarily; the very next night, Lin got horny, and begged his grandson, to introduce his girlfriend to him, to have sex with her, and promised, that he will pay him, after the deed is done.

And the grandson said okay, used the reason of he needed the quick cash, he’d consoled his girlfriend, to “do it once” with his grandfather; after the girlfriend said okay, the grandson left the residence immediately, to allow for the deal to go down, afterwards, Lin paid his grandson $1,200N.T.s, but the adolescent girl didn’t get any money for the deal.  The very next time, Lin once again asked his grandson to console the girlfriend to have sex with him once more, and afterwards, he’d only bought her some midnight snacks, but still didn’t pay her any more.

Later on, after the adolescent girl returned to school, and in her counseling session, she’d told of how she’d been sold to her boyfriend’s grandfather.  The school notified the Department of Education, and told the adolescent girl’s mother, and they’d gone to the police, and the police arrested both the grandson and the grandfather.

So, let’s DISSECT this story, shall we then???

First, the boyfriend was acting MORE like a P-I-M-P, I mean, even IF you needed the extra spending cash, would you be willing, to allow your own grandfather to HUMP your girlfriend, c’mon, we all know how possessive you losers are, toward our virginities and our bodies too, and, what’s worse was, this young woman actually SOLD herself, at the request of HER boyfriend (more like her PIMP if you ask me!!!), and, because she never got paid, that, was why she’d told, and, had the elderly man paid her some money, then, this case may NOT have bust wide open, who knows???  And that still just shows, how MESSED up the values are getting, for these younger generations of men AND women alike!

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Killed by an Ex-Lover? She’d Gone Back to Her Mother’s House to Hide Out from Her Ex. Three Bullets, Causing One Death, One Seriously Injured

So here, we still have a case of love, turning into hate, and, hate had, become murder, huh???  From the Front Page Sections, translated…

The neighbors thought that they were setting off firecrackers, as the child cries for his mom, that, was when they’d learned, that the tragic murder had occurred, with the ex-boyfriend, making his way inside her house without her knowledge, afterwards, he’d gone off the radars, the deceased had once disclosed, “I’m real tired”.

The 27-year-old woman, Huang and her uncle from her mother’s side were found yesterday morning, being shot, lying on the floor, as the paramedics rushed them to the hospitals, Huang had died, and the uncle was in a coma, due to his serious injuries, and the one-and-a-half year old child whom Huang had with her ex-boyfriend was unharmed; the police suspected, that the ex-boyfriend who had gone missing was involved, and they’re now, doing all that they can, to track him down.

Huang (age 27), had bullet wounds on the left side of her forehead, as well as her left thoracic region, with eight separate knife slashes, that were, as deeply into the heart; her uncle, Yang (age 63) had a bullet wound in his left forehead, and is now, in a level three comatose, is in critical condition, the two of them were both shot, at close range.  Huang moved back home, to get away from her 33-year-old ex-boyfriend, Huang, the police suspected that it was a case of love, turning into murder.

This one death, one seriously wounded shooting case occurred at around eleven in the morning yesterday, the relatives who lived nearby first heard the shots, mistook it as someone setting off firecrackers, until after a little over ten minutes, when the little boy cried for his mother, they’d found, that something was off; everybody went into the house, found Yang lying dead, in the hallways, and Huang, already dead, in a pool of blood, in the kitchen.

Before the police had arrived, the relatives had already taken the little boy away, the police suspected, that the child was originally on the bed in the bedroom of the first floor, and the door was opened; back then, all the other members of the family were out, there was only Huang, her uncle, Yang, and the little boy.

The police reviewed the surveillance cameras, and found that the ex, Huang had made his way into the house in secrecy, but didn’t get the footage of him, leaving; at the scene, they’d found two shell casings, two unfired bullets, but they didn’t discover the gun.

Before the shooting, Huang had rented a car, and afterwards, he went missing, and the car was found, a little more than twenty kilometers away from the scene of the crime.

Huang worked as a nurse from before, the relatives disclosed, that she and Huang had been dating for a little over three years, until before she was pregnant, did she learn about the man’s history, of having an ex-wife, and three kids; the boyfriend would often beat her up, Huang originally thought, that the situations would improve after she’d had her son, but, her boyfriend exacerbated, and threatened to give her son away to somebody else to raise.

Huang quit her job, and, on New Year’s Eve, she’d moved back in with her mother with her son, without realizing that Huang had found them, and went to her mother’s place, multiple times, to beg to get back together again, and, perhaps, it was because she’d set up her mind on leaving him, that was what initiated him in killing her.

Huang the woman had posted so many photographs of her, being close to her son, one of the photos was with her, holding a slip of paper with, “I’m tired!”, with “Had I only know” on it.  Huang’s mother had lost her daughter and cried to say, that she would NEVER forgive her boyfriend for taking her life.

And so, this, was how love ended in murder, because the woman realized that the man would hurt her, and, she wanted out, but, he was not going to have any of it, after all, in these relationships, the abusing party will NEVER allow the abused to leave her/him, and in this case, a tragic end…

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The Female Officers Shouldn’t Have Their Hair Tied Up in a Ponytail, Instead, It Should be in a Bun, on Gender Discrimination

If THIS is NOT sexism, I don’t know WHAT would be, from the Front Page Sections, translated…

The Kaohsiung city’s police department awhile ago, mandated that if the female officers have long hair, then, they MUST braid their hair up in buns, instead of wearing their hair in ponytails, and this caused the entry level officers’ displeasures; the Kaohsiung City Police Department told, that this, is the rule set up by the police department headquarters, that the city was merely, “enforcing the rules”.  Based off of understanding though, other cities elsewhere doesn’t forcefully make the female officers tie their hair up into buns, it’s quite prevalent, that female officers wear their hair in ponytails.

On the Facebook Fan’s page, “Police Suck”, there were female entry level officers who’d disclosed, that the manager’s office of Kaohsiung Police Department, on the 2nd of this month, issued an “most urgent” notice, stated how the rules of appearances for the police department from twelve years ago had already stated, “Female officers should NOT wear their hair braided, when they’re in uniform, their hair shall NOT exceed shoulder length; and when the hair exceeded shoulder length, the officers MUST wear it up into a bun, and must use black bands to tie up the hair.”, the article also mentioned, that recently, there were female officers who went on calls in their ponytails, and were asked to wear their hair differently.

The female officer who’d disclosed this had said, “saving the hair, losing the head, saving the head, losing the hair”, the rule of having the female officers braid their hair up into buns will cause them a TON of time to get ready, “When you’re out on the field, it’s the speediness that counts, NOT how good you looked.”  “Are we all going to become like those ladies from Tzu-Chih?”; plus, when they rode out on their motorcycles, “how the hell are we supposed to put our helmets on?”

The head inspector from the Kaohsiung police department, Lee said, because there had been sightings of female officers’ ponytail passing shoulder-length, and there were, quite a number of them, that the office was merely, “showing concerns” for the entry level employees, and will take the opinions of the workers into considerations, and report it up to the upper levels, and, to discuss it further.

Lee explained, that when the female officers are out on calls, if there were physical altercations with the bad guys, then, they may get their hair pulled, that there are safety concerns on the issues, but for now, they’re not going to reprimand the female officers who don’t follow the rules of tying their hair up in a bun when they come to work.

Recently, there had been multiple subprecincts that had received “warnings” from the inspector’s offices, and there were uniformed female officers who’d voiced their concerns on the matter, and, all they got was the replies of “it’s the rules!”

The entry level female officer told, that it’s easier, to tie their hair up in ponytails, it’s swift, that she’d never compromised her own safety, or the safety of others, wearing her hair in a ponytail, as she went on calls, “It’s too far-fetched, tying the problems of safety with our ponytails”, plus, wearing the hair in a bun, it takes too much time, and you must use a pin to keep it in place, the hair would mess up easily.  There were angry female officers who’d stated, that does that mean that ALL female officers who wear their hair in ponytails would get subdued by the bad guys?  That this, is thinking using the masculine mindsets to judge the female officers’ way of working.

The entry level female officers believed, that when they went out on calls, and wear their hair up in a bun, it would be uncomfortable, having to put their helmets on; and if the police department decided to enforce the rules, they will all, trim their hair short.

The female officer who’d told about this said, that she hoped, that in not affecting the way that the officers appeared, do give the female officers, the same amount to respect, and the right to decide, “This, is a good time, to remind those higher up officials, our superiors, to think hard, about keeping up with the looks!”

So, if this is NOT sexist, then, I don’t know what is!  I mean, hello, just because the ladies wear their long hair in ponytail, that still doesn’t make their work less efficient, and, I’m sure, that it would matter LESS, if a female officer in a bun manages to catch a bad guy, or if it was, a lady officer in a ponytail, who’d caught a bad guy, and this rule for the police precincts is still jut SEXIST and BULLSHIT if you ask me, but hey, who asked Y-O-U!!!

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