Monthly Archives: January 2015

Unspeakable Crimes Against Her Dolls

Hush up!  Raggedly Ann, go in the corner, with Raggedly Andy!

That, was how she’d ordered her dolls around, when they came to her, telling her that those monsters in the nights had hurt them…

Unspeakable crimes against her dolls had been committed, by her, their loving owner, and that, was merely, the reflection of her day time life.  Unspeakable crime against her dolls, who’s going to come to their rescue?  Nobody!  Just as nobody came to HER rescue that very first time, and the next, and the next, and the next times afterwards, when her mama’s boyfriend came to her.

Unspeakable crimes against her dolls, the dolls ended up, not being able to handle the pains imposed on them, they’d all run off, one by one, but, she’d always managed, to get them all rounded again, and, those who tried running off would get it, HARDER from her.  Unspeakable crimes against her doll, these bad things are happening to her dolls, because they’d all happened, to her too, and, because she’s too young, and couldn’t tell her mama WHAT, was happening to her, she’d taken her anger out on her dolls, and, in the end, all her dolls were placed, in coffins, one by one, and laid to rest, just like her childhood was………

Unspeakable crimes against her dolls, why are these still happening?  There should be, a protective network, to help those dolls in trouble, to help them, get away, from those abusive owners of theirs, isn’t there?  Why isn’t one such protective network set up?  Oh yeah, I forgot, because dolls don’t have life, my bad then!!!

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Sins Against Her Dolls

Here we are again, in the Doll Corner…

It got dark, late one night, when someone came, and committed an unspeakable sin to her, and, the following night, she’d done it, to her dolls.

Sins against her dolls, she’d shook them violently, threw them against the wall, and, while some shattered (b/c they were made of porcelain), others only had bruises and bumps.  Sins against her dolls had been committed, every single night, after her parents went to bed, after they’d fought for at least three hours, but who’s counting?

Sins against her dolls, because she couldn’t tell her parents what that uncle was doing to her, so, she’d taken it all out, on her dolls, she’d treated that male Teddy especially mean, and, she’d molested all the girl dolls on her bed, and, at the very end, she still remembered, to kiss them gently, after she’d raped, and molested and beaten the CRAP out of them all.

Sins against her dolls, nobody ever found out, until one day, her mother went through her stuff after she’d moved out, she’d found, the dead corpses of her broken dolls, and that, was when the truth, started, slipping out, very slowly………

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Seeing the TRUE Reflection of Me & You

Let’s see, how we both are being reflected in this mirror today, shall we???

Seeing the TRUE reflection of me and you, well, I see myself, as a mean person, in relation to you, and, it’d made me hate myself, because that, is now how I wanted to present myself to the world at all.

Seeing the TRUE reflection of me and you, how can I?  When every time we’re together, you’d made me feel so inferior.  Seeing the TRUE reflection of me and you, I see a dumb blonde princess, about to kiss a slimy, YUCKY, toad, and I’d pulled back from the mirror.

Seeing the TRUE reflection of me and you, well, I saw this woman who’s yellow-faced, beaten down by life, who’s always picking up after everybody else’s mess, who can’t even have a moment to spare for herself, and, I don’t want that, and so, I’m OUT!!!

Seeing the TRUE reflection of me and you?  Well, that’s just it, I’d become your mother, picking up your messes, along with our children’s, and, I’m stuck here at home, all day long, dealing with the kids, running around like PSYCHOS, and I’m working, really hard, NOT to EXPLODE!!!  And that, is the TRUE reflection of me, and you, not counting up all those Little Johns and Little Janes I’m POPPING O-U-T!!!

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Adverse Environmental Effect

Welcome, to the NURTURE “segment” of the “show”…

These are the adverse environmental effects of our lives, we will be, whether or not we admit to ourselves, BE affected by the way the world works, because we are still, a very social species.  We rely on one another, to verify our own purposes, to validate our existences, and, if we don’t get the verifications or the validations we need, then, we don’t develop correctly.

Adverse environmental effects, NOBODY can dodge it, I mean, let’s face it, unless, you’re still, STUCK inside of YO mamas’ wombs, there’s NO way you can fight OFF the adverse effects from the environment outside of you.

Adverse environmental effects, they’re hurting us, and, we are, affected by how others feel about, say to us, and there’s just NO way, we can, keep ALL the noises O-U-T, because we are a very social animal, and, we thrive on interactions with the outside world.

So, there is, NO way you can dodge the consequences of these adverse environmental effects, unless, unless you can TUNE the world out, and, get TUNED into yourselves, like I’m still currently doing right now………

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Married for Six Months, He Cheated on Her, and She Was Granted a Divorce by the Courts

From the Front Page Sections, translated…

A man who works at the Hsinchu Scientific Park, Huang, after he’d married for just six months, he cheated on his wife, and because of the discount coupon his wife found in his pant pocket, that, was how she came to know about his affair.  And Huang’s wife found, that the “spare” is the classmate from Huang’s graduate class, Yen, she’d sued them both of obstruction of her family, and filed for divorce.  Yen admitted to having sexual intercourse just once with Huang, and she was prosecuted by the Hsinbei District Attorney’s Office yesterday; and because Huang’s wife dropped the charges against him, he wasn’t indicted, but they are already divorced.

Based off of understanding, Huang and Wang were classmates from the same public university, the two of them started dating back when they were in school, they were very steady; later on, as Huang went to grad school, he’d met Yen, and, afterwards, they’d worked at the Scientific Park in Hsinchu together, and, that, was how their love got started.

Based off of understanding, at the start of last year, Huang and Wang registered for their marriage and had a banquet at the start of last year, but, not long after they wed, Huang went behind his wife’s back, and started dating Yen, not only did they have sexual intercourse, they’d gone on various outings together, and captured their happy times with their cell phones.

One day, as Wang was doing her husband’s laundry, she’d accidentally found a discount coupon for a motel inside his pant pocket, suspected that he was having an affair, and asked him if he was?  Driven by his guilt, the man admitted to cheating, and had even given the photographs he took of him and Yen to his wife, and Wang realized, that the “spare” was someone she knew, she couldn’t deal with it, got angered, and sued him.

Another loser who got caught with his PANTS down, and, they’d only BEEN married for SIX months, wow, how short lived the love is, and that still just shows, how you LOSERS just can’t KEEP your DICKS inside of your P-A-N-T-S!!!

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“In the Lecture Halls of the University, Spreading of Western Values is Banned”

That, is how the “commies” do it still, feel free to take an offense, see if I care!!!  From the Front Page Sections, translated…

The Head of the Department of Education in China, Yuan pointed out two days ago, that in the college classrooms, there would be a ban on the spread of western thoughts and values, and that there would be no allowing blasphemy of the leaders of the Communist Party, and those speeches that spoke up against the functioning of society; that teachers are NEVER to rant, or to verbalize their angers toward the world.

On the 29th, Yuan told on the “How to Increase and Improve and Innovate the Environment Which the High School (Colleges) Instructors Work in”, that the college professors are to follow the bottom lines of politics, of law, of morality.

Based off of the reports, there were officials from Beijing, Shanghai, Jiansu Educational Executive Departments, and Peking University, Chinghwa, Wuhan, Sandong and Xiamen University’s founder who’d showed up at the conferences.

Yuan stressed, that they must stress the forms of the classes, especially the materials taught in classes, as well as the classroom management issues.

He’d stated, that they must try to control the foreign publications in classes, to not allow ANY influential materials that allowed for the spread of western values inside the schools; there would be NO allowing blasphemy or libel and slander of the leaders of the Community Party, or any of the language that dissed socialism; and there would NOT be any thoughts of against the legislatures, or laws to spread through the class sessions; and there would be NO ranting by the professors in class, of spreading of their negative values to the pupils.

Yuan stressed, that they must enforce the theories, to introduce the Communist Party Leader, Xi’s beliefs into the materials they’re teaching in class, to the classrooms, to the pupils’ minds.  At the same time, to control the activities of the internet, to set up an easily manageable campus online network.

And that, is how a COMMUNIST run country operates, and hello, IF you banned ALL western thoughts from the schools, then, how many MAJORS would there be in your colleges???  Let’s see, philosophy is gone, as that, is western, remember Aristotle, Plato, etc., etc., etc., they’re NO Chinese, are they?  Nope, and, there’s NO social sciences majors either, as most of the theorists of those areas ARE from the western realm, and so, by doing so, China IS limiting the students, from having a WIDER, more WORLDLY view, which in turn, will only DESTROY the competitive edges of the people that are being “cranked out” from the systems!  And, in this case, COMMUNIST belief should also GET banned, shouldn’t it, as communism is developed by Karl Marx, so, why don’t you BAN that too, huh???

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Says Who Foreign Brides are Living Happily?

For the American Dreams, from the Front Page Sections, translated…

Making $10,000N.T. per month, the rent costs $8,000N.T., and they’d still need to mail some cash home…

The UDN Papers reported that based off of the reports from the Offices of Immigrations, over ninety-percent of foreign spouses believed that coming to Taiwan is very lucky, that they’d made over $40,000N.T. or more per month.  But, that, was NOT what our foundation had observed at all.

For long term, we’d taken care of over thousands of international families, and, all of these foreign wedded ladies are separated from their husbands, or divorced, or maybe, their husbands are doing time in their separate countries, or had even died, or are ill in their sickbeds, and the foreign women are the ones, shouldering up the responsibilities for their entire households, at the same time, taking care of the daily routines of their own young, and those who made anywhere between $10,000N.T. to $20,000N.T. takes up the majority of population.

I’d even heard the social workers told, that there are those men who are in their fifties, who are retired, and married a younger foreign woman to take care of their daily livings.  And, what’s even unimaginable is, that the in-laws hovered over their sons, and had made the foreign brides worked their hands to the bones to provide for the family.

I’d gone along on visits with the social workers, and, as I watched the goings on of these families, I was almost crying.

I’d often seen, that these foreign wedded brides making a little over $10,000N.T.s a month, and, deducting the rents of $8,000N.T. to $10,000N.T., there’s not that much left over, and, they’d still needed to care for their young too.  Even for the regular people in the population, we wouldn’t have a CLUE of how to make such little money meet our own ends!

I was hired, as the CEO of the foundation by the Internal Affairs’ “Torch Program for Foreign Wedded People”, and I’d visited the elementary schools of Taoyuan, Hsinchu, Miaoli, and the most I’d heard about, was the pressing need, to change one’s own household economic statuses.

Even so, most of the foreign wedded brides still felt, that Taiwan is a great place to live, and this, is what the governments, along with the social welfare programs should feel glad about.

And so, this, would be the DARK side of the American dreams in Taiwan, and yeah, those foreign wedded brides are making a HELL of a LOT more than they made back home, sure, but, they’re separated from their homes, and, they married here, for the expectation of a better life, but, instead, what did they get?  They are now, in charge, of the household finances, taking care of their ailing and aging parents-in-laws, and, they still MUST wipe the ASSES of their own husbands (1 @ a time!), and their children’s too, so, DO give those foreign hired help a break already!!!

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You’d Asked Out My Girl…the Young Model’s Boyfriend Threatened to Hurt the Man

Losers, “MARKING” their “territories” here, from the Newspapers, translated…

A twenty-eight year old fan, Wu awhile ago, asked a small-time model out to dinner, and this behavior had angered her boyfriend, Lu, and he’d stated online, that he was looking for a “hit man”, that if the person managed to beat the man who asked his girlfriend out will get $3,000N.T. extra, it’d made Wu fear, and, the police took the suspect in on charges of threats and harassments.

Lu admitted that he did use several emotional words online, but afterwards, he’d already deleted the message himself, he’d stressed, that Wu lied about going out with a group of people including his girlfriend, that in truth, he’d only wanted to ask his girlfriend out, and that she could bring along her boyfriend if she wanted to, that Lu was too worked up over it. The police investigations found out, that the young model who’s popularity is rising up quick awhile ago appeared in the Comic cosplay fest, and because the character she dressed up as is really cute, and it’d attracted a ton of fans to get their photos with her, and, Wu, one of her fans had even asked for her number.

But, Wu’s asking the young model out to eat had angered her boyfriend, Lu.  Lu and Wu had even started claiming their “property rights” on Facebook, “You asked my girl out, do you want to die?”  Wu replied, “Can’t two friends just hang out and dine together?  Are you not a bit obsessive!”

Afterwards, Lu wrote on his activities page, “Looking for a hit man, will pay $15,000N.T., and if a limb is broken, will pay $3,000N.T.s extra, if you’re interested, dial me privately, and you need not worry about the man’s family background of statuses.”, it’d made Wu fear, and he’d reported it to the police, and sued Lu for threatening him.

Wow, and so, that, would be what you get, when you’re way too famous, and, that’s just wrong, it’s like watching TWO dogs, PEEING and MARKING their properties, in this case, the woman would be the one, those two LOSERS leave their “markings” on, and, how come the woman doesn’t even HAVE a say, in WHO she wanted, I mean, after all, SHE is the cause of the argument, isn’t it???  And that still just shows how WRONG the values of these younger generations of people, they are using VIOLENCE, instead of REASONING to deal with their problems here.

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Twenty-Nine Being Too Old Already~~a Call Girl Was Arrested, and Picked on

Yeah, uh-hum!!!  From the Newspapers, translated…

A twenty-nine year old call girl was found and arrested yesterday, she’d sighed on how she originally worked at a bar, but because the mayor of the city of Taipei started sweeping the occupations, and the business at the bar failed, and plus, she couldn’t win out with the younger girls, that, was why she’d started working at a call station, and the johns called her “old”, and she was arrested by the police, and had to pay a fine, she’d had her run of bad luck.

The police investigated, that Wang, who’d worked as a dancer at a pub on the east side, Wang, because she’d owed the loan sharks eight hundred thousand dollars N.T., plus at age twenty-nine, she was almost “elderly” in her career, and she couldn’t beat out the younger girls, that, was why she’d joined with the group of sex scammers.

The call station that Wang belonged to used “After Tea, Fish, the Meals”, and used LINE as a medium to get the johns, and the “delivery girls” are sold anywhere from $4,000N.T. to $15,000N.T., Wang is voluptuous, and has a name of being a transfer from a bar, she’d sold at $8,000N.T. for the starting prices.

Yesterday afternoon, she’d gone to a certain motel in Hsinbei City to see a john, she’d intentionally put on a Korean style mini-skirt that the younger girls wore, and the john said that the picture of her he saw was far off from her person, that she’s very “old”, and, after he’d masturbated to her, he’d tossed $200N.T.s, and told her to go away; Wang was displeased at what had happened, went up to the man who dropped her off, at which time, the police ambushing there took in over 20 condoms, and syringes for drugs, suspected that the driver, Wang and the call girl, Wang were also using illegal substances.

But, the two denied it, that the syringe was filled with lubricants to be injected into the condoms, that they weren’t using, and Wang said that she was all too unlucky, that the john only masturbated to her that it’d damaged her pride, and she was caught by the police too, and now, she’s out of money, to pay up her debts, after she was interrogated, she was taken in for violating the laws, and the driver, Wang was booked based off of obstructions of morality.

And because of how EASY it is, to use YOUR bodies to make a living, you do it, but, you can only “stay young” for so long, and what happens after you’re “expired”?  Are you going to start working as a pimp then?  And, if you ask me (but who asked Y-O-U???), this woman had it comin’…

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Natural is the Best

With the recent “wind” of bad oils, poisons, etc., etc., etc., translated…

“I want to get a nose job, to make my nose stand out more.”

“I’d heard, that if you get a sort of electric treatment on your face, it’ll make your skin firmer!”

With the advances of modern day, some are using plastic surgeries, to make oneself better, and this, had become the trend, it’d made me think, that aren’t foods like so too.

On a hot summer’s day, it’s a great way to cool down with a scoop of ice cream, or tapioca shaved ice.  But, if you feel even thirstier after you’d had the ice cream, or that the tapioca that’s unfinished and left on the plates for overnight still hadn’t spoiled, then, you may need to pay heed, because these things may have chemical additives.

And because of the market’s needs, foods needed to be processed, for instance, having chemicals added to prevent from rotting away, or, bleach, to elongate the expiration dates, or maybe, to be made into multiple flavors, to fit the needs of the consumers.  And still, these couple of months, there’s a RED flag on food safety, and some had asked me, “is processed foods safe or not?”

At which time, I’d posed out the example of the pineapple pastries: in recent years, the locally grown pineapple became really popular, and, what’s fazing me was, what, were the fillings of the pineapple pastries we’d had from before?  The answer, winter melon.  Because the fibers in pineapples are too rough, the tastes are too acidic, the earlier days, the bakers would use winter melons instead of pineapples as filling for the pineapple pastries, not only does it taste good, it’d also upped the sales quota too, and, pineapple pastries became a well-known items in all the households.  And so, you can see, that the additives in foods may not at all be chemical, there are natural foods being added too.

I have a friend who enjoys instant noodles very much who’d used the instant noodles as his primary meals, he’d often claimed, “how can I turn this aromatic fuse down!”, but, these sort of aromatic foods usually have additives inside, and, if you’d eaten more of that, then, it would burden your bodies.

I’d once seen a news story, someone had found, that her features became odd in ratio after she’d had plastic surgeries done, after she’d gotten an X-ray, she was shocked, to discover, that every part she’d had work done became slanted.  This is similar to how we don’t know the process of the foods being processed, what we saw, are the finished products, and so, because of this, when we shop for our groceries, we must pay attention to the wrappings outside, does it have the contents, the ingredients, the additives, and, how much of the additives, manufacturer dates, expiration dates, the manufacturer’s information, etc., etc., etc., so we don’t pick up products with too much additives, or items that aren’t clearly labeled.

As the saying goes, “natural IS beautiful”, all-natural foods are the best, eat more fresh, in-season, locally grown items, so, we can give our bodies the most natural nutrients they’d need, and we’d feel safe, eating the food items too.

This shows the IMPORTANCE of needing to DUMP the artificial and return to the natural, because you don’t KNOW what, is being added, in the processing of the food items, that you are picking up, prepackaged from the shops, unless you were there, through the whole processes of processing the items, packaging, and, seeing the foods getting distributed to the shops nationwide, which you’re not, and, unless you’re a self-sustaining farmer, who can make ALL of your produces, all of your meats and fishes, and eggs, along with other needed food items, then, you are at risk, of consuming bad foods, because those merchants only have one thing on their minds, making a PROFIT!






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