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The Legal Experts: the Courts Can’t Understand the Facets of the Cases of Domestic Violence

Only those who lived in the abuse knows how it’d, felt, the courts can’t even begin to comprehend what it’s, like, how there’s not enough focus on getting the abusers caught, and sent to jail, so the victims won’t have to live in fear of their, lives, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The Women’s & Children’s Advocates attorney, Tien pointed out, that with the status quo of Kao and her influences on the society, she could become victimized by domestic violence, Lin’s many crimes, separately considered, aren’t serious at all but, the judge who’d handed down such a light sentence for this repeated abuser, doesn’t quite balance out in crime and punishment.

And, all the domestic violence are all progressives, from screams, hitting the walls, throwing things, and in the end, injuring one another, from the victims’ perspective, it’s all, abuse, but, toward these sorts of violence in intimate relations, should there be a heavier sentence given out?  And how much evidence would be needed to prove?  And there are room for change in the current laws to prevent domestic violence.

A judge who chose to not be named pointed out, that rather than stating how Lin got off easy, “I believe, all of the cases on domestic violence in the past had been, way too, lenient”.  The court justice analyzed, in considering the sentence, there would be the examples from the past cases taken in, “the victims are tragically injured in the abusive relationships.  It’s just that under normal circumstances, the courts have NO way of knowing, just how AWFUL the victims suffered.”

A court judge mentioned the cases of domestic violence s/he resided over before, most of the victims, after they’d pressed charges, the district attorneys would NOT work the case endlessly, and the victim, needed to keep on fearing for their lives, by the threats of the abusers, “not very many of the accused will get jailed, let alone, dreaming of how the justices, the D.A. would, get to the cases quickly enough, comparing, the victims of domestic violence, aren’t given enough protection by the justice systems.”

And that, is what needed change, because these cases aren’t as major as those, murders, massacres, so they’re more than likely, to get put on the backburner, in that pile of files, and that’s just bad, because, these victims of domestic violence are the ones, most in need, of the laws to, protect them, and yet, these cases aren’t high enough on the D.A.’s lists of, priorities.

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Global Warming Melting Down the Tundra, the Siberian Huskies, the Malamutes’ Population Reduced by Half in Thirty Years

Here’s, MAN’s, BEST friend, getting to become, EXTINCT, due to the effects of, human mistakes, because global WARMING is, caused by us all!!!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The six giant-sized Greenland huskies leapt up and down in excitement, growling low, excited for that run.  The family who owned these dogs, skillfully harnessed them, then, tied them to the ATV, getting ready to set out.  For half an hour every day, ten kilometers roundtrip, this was Bo’s means of training the dogs.  He’d operated the ATV tours that’s modern, but loved this, cultural, traditions very, deeply.

what people in Greenland are now doing, to keep the sleigh dogs working all year round…

having the dogs pull on the ATV, allowing them to get rid of the energies from the lack of work, and exercises because there’s NO snow! Photo from online

The glaciers are fragile, not fitted to drive the cars on top, the sleighs became the most widely used means of transport.  But in the summers, the dogs had nothing to do, and now, as the temperatures are getting higher, and higher, and higher, the dogs, with the thick double-coats, lay lazily on the land, trying to get the heat down.  If the owners aren’t careful enough, they may easily die from heat stroke.

And now, even as winters are here, the needs of these dogs reduced greatly.  Global warming had caused the surfaces of the oceans to not freeze up again, the melting of the layers of ice, what you couldn’t see from before, places you couldn’t get to, now, the roads, reappeared, the cars that ran on fuel slowly, replaced the uses of the sleigh dogs, and, a lot of people, stopped, raising them.  “In the last thirty years, the numbers of the sleigh dogs reduced too fast, the numbers of Greenland got reduced by half”., Bo told us.

In the third largest city of Ilulissat, there were, 5,000 dogs that had been, taken into, retirement, most of which were put down.  And the dogs were starved in the summertime too, to maintain their drives for work in the winters.  And, as the humans near them, it’d made the dogs think, that it was, chow time, and started growling to beg for their food.  And once one dog started growling, the rest would follow, and, the echoes of their sorrows, resonated through the valleys.

Bo lives in the consistent temperature of Sisimiut, the family loved the dogs like crazy, they’d gone to the breeding grounds to visit with their dozens of sleigh dogs.  As others’ dogs got injured, they were normally, euthanized, but they’d, taken the dogs home, and cared for them until their health returned to close to back to before.

The disappearing lives of the sleigh dogs, and the cultures of sleigh dogs are, heart aching.  He’d thought, that maybe, he could, pair up the dogs with the ATV’s, and use it as a tourist attraction means, “our final goals is to make sure these sleigh dogs continue to survive in Greenland.”

Bo had his daughters demo for us.  And, the fifteen-year-old Luka, and the nine-year-old Nora skillfully operated the gas, and called out loudly, ordered the sleigh dogs, to start running.  The originally spiritless dogs, suddenly, gained their new bursts of energy, pulled the ATVs with ease, leapt in joy.  as the sisters stopped the accelerations, the dogs would look back at them, and, expected to have, a longer, run.

“This is the only way to give the futures back to the sleigh dogs”.  Bo is in search of the lighter ATV’s that run on electricity, as going up the slopes became difficult, the motors can be used to help the dogs haul, it’s very environmentally friendly, and can have the tourists enjoyed the ride on the sleighs pulled by the dogs at the same time.  That way, the dogs will be busy, all year round.

And so, this is how the effects of global warming, how everything is, currently, melting down, has caused this species of dog to, slowly, be of no use, but this man and his families came up with the innovations to give work back to the dogs, and, it’s a great way, for these working dogs to have something to do, because these specific breeds needed to get put to work, and, this can reduce the number of dogs getting euthanized in the area, for not having anything to do, just laying around in the summers.

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The Juliet Who Walked into, That, River

The memories, of how you’d, saved a student from committing suicide, of how she’d, thanked you, by sending you that, package to let you know, that she is now, okay…translated…

On the eve of Confucius’s birthday, I’d recalled something that’s, happened from the past.

I’m a psychiatrist in practice, and worked with the Department of Education, the school instructors, made the lectures of suicide preventing to the instructors in the elementary and middle school levels.  One evening a little more than a decade ago, I’d gone to a middle school by the river in the south of the city to visit.  Recalled that that evening, the seminar held in the evenings was very, welcoming, in the time, I’d had the seventy to eighty instructors in the audience to split themselves into groups of three, sharing within the groups, their encounters of their students’ having mutilated themselves, or suicide attempts, or having lost a student to suicide.

During the break, an experienced female instructor came and told me a story.  This almost retired Chinese instructor told me, that she had taught a girl.  To help her students feel motivated in learning, she’d assigned the play of “Romeo & Juliet” in her Chinese language courses, for the students to fight for the roles that they wanted to play.  As it came time to select the Juliet, normally, it would be the prettiest girl in the class who raised up her hand, but it wasn’t.

Although, she was, hesitant, she’d still, let the girl play the role, as that female student had, wished to play the role of, Juliet.

As the play successfully got finished, this event, got lost, in the busyness of the semester, didn’t leave a single, ripple, it seemed.  What caused the waves, was that winter, on a day too cold.  One day after class, this girl whom nobody noticed, walked out of the school.  Nobody paid any attention, that she’d, walked over the embankment, and, into, the, river.

And maybe, it was, how cold it was on the day.  Or maybe, it’s the person who’d wanted to commit suicide being, hesitant (The to be or not to be), this adolescent finally, made her way, back up the shores, entered back into the school, and, the school officials found her completely wet (maybe, frozen too!).  The thrilled instructors ushered her to the principal’s office, not known what they should, say to her.

illustration from UDN.com

This Chinese instructor recalled, as she was called to the principal’s office, she’d, learned that this young girl had, attempted suicide.  “I wasn’t her homeroom instructor, had no idea of her background, and her situation.  But this kid told the principal, that she wanted, to, see me.”  And yet, being young, the instructor felt anxious then, not known how to counsel a student who’d, just, almost entered into the gates of, hell.

The moment the instructor was forced to walk into the principal’s office, she’d had a thought, pretended that she’d not know what had just happened, as she saw the child, with the fallen leaves stuck on her waist and areas below, she’d, rushed up to her, exclaimed, “My Juliet!  What happened to you?”, and hugged the girl, really tight.

Time flew quickly, as the graduating class graduated, life fast-forwarded close to a full decade’s time.  She’d also, forgotten about this, particular, student, until one day, in school, she’d received a package from that young woman.

Inside it, what would, she find?

She was surprised, and, uneasy, slowly, opening up the package.  There were, the copies of pages of paper.  It was from the girl’s middle school, technical high school, community college, the certifications she’d earned, the awards certificates, and the diplomas.

That evening, in the middle school south of down, that instructor slowly told of the story of then, and hoped, that in the future, in my suicide prevention seminars, she could, share the story she’d, told me.  The instructor looked very, peaceful, but I was, really moved inside.

Actually, in the hundreds of seminars for the past decade or so, I’d not mentioned this story often.  Or maybe, I have, yet to get over the shock it’d, left me, as I’d told this story to the audience, everything stopped whispering, and there was NO sound, and I saw some instructors, secretly, wiping away their, tears.

Confucius birthday comes every year, but I keep on thinking, what, better gift there was, than this, package, on this, day, to celebrate, the teachers?

And so, this is, the huge difference that, a school teacher’s care toward a student can have on the student’s life, this instructor’s hug of the student, helped her turn her own life around, and it’d helped her gain the strengths to keep on going in her life, and the student gave the best present back to the instructor who’d helped her, by sending the package of all of her, important milestone markers, to let the instructor know, that she’s, okay now.

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DADDY by Kristin Garth — Punk Noir Magazine

PATTY GIDDIS                                                                Inbox – iCloud  3:23 am   Fine let’s talk this way   To:  mgiddis@aol.com   Daddy,   Maybe this way you won’t hang up on me again or worry about my roommate knowing my sordid secret.  She’s not even here to peek over my shoulder at what I’m typing – actually would never […]

DADDY by Kristin Garth — Punk Noir Magazine

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Three Hundred Fallen Victim to the Scams of Investment in Virtual Currencies Up to Billions of Dollars in Amount

There are still, NO victims, only abuser and enabler in this here!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

Lin set up a scam artist ring, used the high returns to entice the working class to invest in the virtual currencies, in two years, he’d had the cash flows of over tens of millions of dollars, and there’d been at LEAST, 300 victims, including more than twenty professional servicemen.  The city detectives of Kaohsiung caught Lin and his three other accomplices, in the female bookkeeper, Hsu’s room, found $6.56 million N.T. in cash under her bed.  The four admitted to running the scams, and were charged on fraud, and breaking the banking laws, after the D.A.’s Office interrogated them, three were put on the bail of half a million dollars N.T. each, one was sent home.

The police investigated, that the twenty-eight year-old Wang had been involved in the virtual currency and the selling of the funeral towers scams, later met up with Lin, and they coconspired to scam; the ring had Wang and his wife to recruit the investors, claiming to have a two-to-four-percent’s return per month, to attract the investors.

Wang drove a Porsche, and dressed in high end name brand clothes, Chen put the videos of giving cash to the clients on Instagram, to make it look like their ventures are bringing in the big bucks; the investors who’d only just joined in started getting the returns, and at the start of this year, they’d received nothing, and called the police, that was how this whole thing blew wide open.

The police found, from February of two years ago to February of this year, Lin recruited at least three hundred investors, including more than twenty members of the armed forces, who were introduced to this by their fellow servicemen, who’d put up their savings, or had taken out the loans from the banks to get in on the actions.

The city police of Kaohsiung first searched the residences of Wang and Chen, found that they live in a small mansion in the Sanming District, where the housing cost is fifteen million dollars N.T., all of the money was from their investors’, both are not yet thirty years of age, large spenders, paid for half of the estates in cash.

Wang originally denied the fraud claims, was taken into custody by the asking of the district attorney’s office to the courts, he’d told that Lin was behind the whole thing, the police then chase the leads to Lin and Hsu’s residents to search, in Lin’s home, the police found many Rolexes, another Piguet worth two million dollars N.T.; underneath Hsu’s bed, they’d found $6.56 million N.T. cash.  Based off of the cashflow in Wang’s account, the police roughly estimated that he’d illegally scammed over tens of millions of dollars in just, two years.

As Lin and Hsu were arrested, they’d admitted to scamming, the D.A. set their bails at half a million dollars N.T. each, in the first search, Chen was sent back, the case is currently, panning out.

And so, this is still an abuser/enabler interaction that these who got scammed fell into, because they’re enticed by the claims of they can earn money fast and in huge sums, that’s why, they’d, fallen to these, scams, and, they may look like victims, but they’re actually, enabling the scam artists, think about it, if you are not enticed by these get-rich-quick schemes, would the scam artists be able to, successfully, scam you???  Yeah, I think, N-O-T!

So these victims are, equally responsible for what’d happened to them.

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The Director of the C.D.C. Who’s Taking the Orders from Someone Else

On the “new guy” who got, “promoted” to the post of the director of the C.D.C., as Chen dropped out from his own post, to run for the mayor of the city of Taipei, announcing the ban lifts of the border, to a DDP-favored news medium first, off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

A round of, applause.  We’re going, to lift the restrictions of our, borders soon, something worth, celebrating, but don’t get too into it, just yet, because as the press asked those in office about the details, nobody knows anything, their minds hadn’t drifted that far up ahead yet.  Just like how it’d been, on the policies of defense against the pandemic, how this government is do-as-you-go, and, lived off of the donated vaccines from foreign countries and the local organizations, and Tsai and her government still pompously boasted, “We’re, up ahead of the “rest”, and they’re, totally, thick-skinned.

Take for Wang, the new director of the C.D.C. for instance, in “not qualifying enough for the post”, he’d, become the director of the C.D.C.  on the left, he had to watch the means of the Department of Social Welfares, Shue, on the right, he’d had to listen hard to the whispers of his predecessor, Chen, how is he to, take the lead?  And that’s not all, as he was still, evasive on the orders to lift the bans on the borders; suddenly, the Executive Department publicized the news of “zero-plus seven” ban lift for October 13th.  This was a total slap across Wang’s face.

So many “elders” stepping in, and, Wang became, nothing more than, a puppet, and pretended as if, he was, actually, in charge of, something.  What’s even odder was, as the time came for the announcements, Wang didn’t speak up about the news of the bans of our borders lifting to the public in a press conference, instead, he’d gone to a press conference of the DDP media, to hand out the good news.  This sort of a bad behavior, further proved, that he’s, ill-fitted for the position of the director of the C.D.C.

What’s more debatable, was that this individual whom he’d gone to announce the lift of the bans for, just recently stated that the Tzu-Chih Hospital was connected with Communist China.  For that, the president, Tsai recently especially made the trip to Hualien, to suck up to the founder of the Tzu-Chih Foundation; the following day, Wang went to, warm up the show for the media, and, blurted out the policies of the Executive Department.  Is he, really that dumb, or, is he, going against the president?

Is Wang trustworthy enough in the public’s mind, this was, not the debate.  What’s more disappointing was, does this government still have the tracks to follow, and the screws on tightly enough, because, everything, is messed up completely here.

So, there’s, the priority in getting the NEWS here, this new HEAD of the CDC (off with THAT head as well!), doesn’t have HIS priorities set straight, like his predecessor didn’t either, and, he just followed the means of Chen who came before him, and, this country will get ruined, until EVERYBODY D-I-E-S here, and seeing how, this government had not yet, wiped OUT our entire population yet, well, it’s still, nowhere NEAR ending, this REIGN of TERROR of the DDP, and Tsai!

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The CDC Chickening Out, the Professionalism of the Office Completely, NONEXISTENT

How this country is still, run by, them, IDIOTS, I’m afraid, with the last, “ousted”, because he’s running for mayor, and this new one, doesn’t even have a single clue either!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

The people of this country had been looking forward to the shortened term of quarantine to get from “three-plus-four” to “zero-plus-seven”, but, these past couple of months, the CDC is, chickening out, became ambiguous in opening up the country’s borders, until September 16th, the commander of the C.D.C., Wang still thought, that based off of the models of how the pandemic is trending, there’s a next to nil chance of lifting the bans on the borders.  But in only a few short days, yesterday, his attitude flipped completely, stated that in two week, at the upper half of October, then the borders will be opened, he’d gone back and forth on his statements, confusing everybody else.

As early as June eighth of this year, Chen who was then the head of CDC stated, that it may not be time yet to reduce the term of quarantine to “zero-plus-seven”, and yet, the following day, he’d stated, that in September, when the free tours out to other countries, “Surely, there would be that possibility”, but to this very day, we had yet seen any tour group gone out of the country yet.

As Wang took the role of the director of the C.D.C., he is also, ambiguous on the implementing of the “zero-plus-seven” quarantine schedules”, as the businesses, the tour industries are getting antsy for the “Zero-plus-seven” schedules to be out, on August 25th, Wang, for the very first time, “estimated” the time of reducing the quarantine should be around “end of September, start of October”; the following day, Wang started backing out of it, said that the day of loosening of the quarantine is to come in October, that the “Zero-plus-Seven” quarantine phase is to be considered at the very end.

The chart of “border control & suggestions to open up” came at September 16th, clearly printed the schedules of opening up the country’s borders, the CDC admitted then, “that was only a rough draft of the plans, but the precise details of it, will be adjusted accordingly.”, as the media pressed on the online news of opening up the “Zero-plus-Seven” quarantine period, Wang backed away again, stated it bluntly, “there’s a next to nil chance that the borders will be opened back up in the first half of October.”

Yesterday the news of how the Executive Department will be announcing the schedules which the “zero-plus-seven” will be in effect, from the policy making processes, the C.D.C.’s professionalism, once again, got reduced to nil, and the head of the C.D.C.’s role dropped to running the campaign for the former head of C.D.C., Chen on his Taipei mayoral candidacy, and, the declaration that came in the middle of the nights that was in a hurry for the following morning press, was only for the sake of clarifying, “the sealing of the documents of purchasing the vaccines for thirty years”, wasn’t a brash decision made by the former director of the C.D.C., Chen.

Do we need a head of the C.D.C. who is indecisive, how can’t cope?  The rumors now ran, “after the voting of the major cities, the C.D.C. that’s specifically used to resolve the problems of the pandemic will end”, it seemed, that this may be, factual, because other than handing down the rules of defense against the spread of MERS-CoV, the CDC seemed to have some, unspoken, secretive, political, agendas.

And so, that’s how it goes, when everything is in the DDP’s pocket, they’d taken over this country’s working, and, with the brand new HEAD of the C.D.C., Wang (still OFF with HIS HEAD!), who’s way worse than his predecessor (like the last was any good???), and this loser who’s now in that position of power, can’t even made u his mind, and had to consult his former “boss” for the decisions on whether or not to reduce the terms of quarantine.

Yep, this country’s, gone to, HELL all right, and it’s going to, sink even lower still too.

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The Air, My Friend

How fears can, spread, too fast, through a crowd…the column by Jimmi Liao, translated…

There’s a Shark in the Oceans,

Someone’s Leg Got, Chewed Off

After a Few Waves, the Blood, Vanished

The Warnings on the Announcer Kept Playing Loudly

the artwork of Jimmi Liao, courtesy of UDN.com

how we may, influence each other without even knowing it!

People Gathered on the Beach to Watch……………

The Sun Shone Down Hard, the Breezes, Stopped Blowing

We’d Just, Changed, Out of Our, Bathing Suits and Swimwear

The Worries, Uncertain if They Should

Change into the Bathing Suits Now.

And so, this, is how the fears can spread so easily, because there’s that precedence of something bad having happened, and, we have the tendencies to think that we might come across the same things, so we started living, in fear, and that’s, no good!

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All the President Cared about is the Campaigns for the Mayors of the Election at the End-of-Year, and Not at All about the Impacts of the Earthquake Hitting the Local Regions, People are Now Shocked at How Callous the Government Truly IS

How the DDP only cared about placing their party-affiliated officials into the local government offices here, with a total DISREGARD of the people’s, lives and we the people are, enabling her bad behaviors too, wow, are we the people just, @#$%ING, retarded or what!!!  Off of the Front Page Sections, translated…

After the earthquakes hit Taidong on the eighteenth, the president, after she’d gone to the campaign rounds in Nantou, she’d returned up north, and by eight in the evening, she’d sat in on the central disasters response center’s briefings, as she’d finished hearing the reports, read off of her scripts, she’d, upped and left, the two teams from Taidong and Hualien that’s hit the hardest, waiting to report the conditions to the president, no need.

Both Taidong and Hualien originally planned to ask Central Government for the allocations of emergency funding to help the locals who are hit the hardest to return to their homes, and ask that the necessity of electricity, of water supplies be reconnected back to normal.  And yet, this level one crisis, had been, interpreted as, “no big deal” to the Central Government’s interpretations, the president had, given the specifications of the missions of supply deliveries, the rescues, and that was, that!  No need for the two separate county leaders to make their briefings, the president needs her rest.

This sort of an emergency response, too unbelievable.  First, the setting of the grade-A response units, meaning that it’s a state of emergency, and the president even stressed that there may be the aftershocks that come, that the locals needed to be prepared for, then, shouldn’t the president, after hosting the press conference, ask if there are situations of crises that needed her looking after?  And, her behaviors of leaving after the briefing right away, that showed, that her and her team believed, that their work is, done, that nothing else needed to be managed, in the aftermaths of the earthquakes!  So, the three major government officials just, upped, and, left!

she had, show her “face”, so that counts for, something, right???

photo from online

Secondly, the president did NOT stay for the briefing of Hualien and Taidong, the two counties that were hit the hardest, they’d not known, that the local governments had been working like crazy, to save lives, to clean up their separate areas since two in the afternoon, and, for the sake this conference, they’d waited for the president for more than, two whole hours, and she’d not even asked of the regions being hit the hardest during this last time, then, wouldn’t these local government officials having “wasted their time, their, energies” to come to the briefings then?

Lastly, the president and her team does NOT have any sense of disaster-relief whatsoever, comparing, they only cared about the election, so, other than misjudging the consequences of the earthquakes, she’d, also, delayed the efficiency of the nation’s disaster response efficacy, it’d made both counties felt that the central government does NOT care enough about them.  No wonder the popular opinions of the president is about to, fire off.

And so, this president’s got her head UP her ASS, only paid mind to the election at the end of year, standing up for the members of her party that’s, running for the individual local offices, and she could care LESS about the people’s lives, and, so why are we, still keeping her in office?  Oh yeah, because impeachment does NOT start with the members of the public, it needed to get started in the legislature, and the legislature had been taken over by the DDP, and to reach a what, two-thirds votes would be…yeah, possible, and so, people are dying left and right, and the head (off with HER head!) of “state”, could not give a flying FUCK (don’t pardon me this time!), about the trials, the sufferings of the locals.

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His Face

His face, a monster, that will, NEVER be, erased from my mind…

His face, that’s, haunted me since, and I don’t EVER see him anymore out there, on the streets anymore.

His face, that will, NEVER go away, etched, into my mind, branded onto, my heart, and, no laser surgical removal of this, permanent SCAR will EVER get it off of me.

His face, a face that’s obscene, that just, kept, gawking at me, at us, women, with the, HUGE breasts, with their, long legs in their, super short shorts…

His face, it will, NEVER go away, not for me, for I remembered, EVERYTHING that’s done to me, since I was very young still, and yet, I’d, erased him out of my mind, as a, person.

he used to come, every single night!

photo from online

His face, I no longer took a note of, he no longer, existed, in this, world I live in!  His face, smeared now, and I can’t, even, recall it, but if I focused my mind, I can, make it out, almost, I guess…

His face, the face of the man who’d, raped me, how can I, forget?  He’d, attacked me, every single night when I close my eyes, he’s, the very first thing I see, when I wake in the morn, he’s, everywhere I am, even though, he’d already been, dead (and no, I still did NOT, “murder” him either!), for…how many years had it been again???  Can’t remember, when the last time I saw him, lurking ‘round the corner of that street………

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