Stuck, in the Labyrinth of Her, Childhood, Traumas

She was, stuck, in the labyrinth, you know the kind, with the minotaur or centaur (whichever one it was!) in the center, and you try your hardest, to get to the exit (wherever it may be) before those monsters get, caught up, with you???  Yeah, it’s like that.

Stuck, in the labyrinth of her, childhood traumas, and yet, there are, NO real, monsters, chasing after her, gnawing at, threatening to, eat her, alive!  She just keeps on, running, running, running, and she doesn’t even know what she’s, running from, she just knows, that if whatever’s chasing behind her catches her, she’s, DEAD for sure!

Stuck, in the labyrinth of her, childhood traumas, she’d tried everything, to call up those, repressed memories, and yet, every time those memories are about to, surface, she’d, withdrawn back into that fearful state she’d made her existence in as a young child.  She froze.

and because she couldn’t, get out, she, started, living inside the memories of traumas of her, childhood…image from online

Stuck, in the labyrinth of her, childhood traumas, she’d attempted to, sweep all those bad memories, underneath her bed (which only fed to the monsters who’d found their, PERMANENT, residence there!).  She’d been gnawed since those memories came back up to the, surfaces, and she didn’t know what she’s to do with them, and so, she turned to the bottles, and the pills.

To find an, alternative way to, keep her self, sedated……….