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Growing Up Under These Stormy Clouds

Growing up under these stormy clouds, I was forced to, and I ain’t never even done a thing wrong here!!!  Growing up under these stormy clouds, I’d learned, to watch the skies, to see the changes that it’s going through, I’d learned, to watch their moves, their facial expressions, so I don’t get hit by thunder and lightning, and get burned.

Growing up under these stormy clouds, it sure wasn’t easy at all!  But, I had NO other options (including gettin’ OUT on the highways!!!), but to train myself to adapt, to this adverse environment, and I had.

Growing up under these stormy clouds, you learn to watch things carefully, becoming extremely observant, and, eventually, you’ll be able to detect the slightest atmospheric drop in temperature, and know, that you need an extra coat to put on…

Growing up under these stormy clouds, I had, and now, because I am extremely SELF-AWARE (hello, hello, hello???), I will make sure, that my own child (uh, she’s still NONEXISTENT here!!!) won’t have to watch the skies, throughout her childhood career.

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Lived in a World of Her Nightmares

She had, lived in a world of her nightmares, and, she’s surrounded by those nightmares, 24/7, and, even when she pinched herself until she bruised, she still couldn’t wake UP!

Lived in a world of her nightmares, I had, because she’d had it hard as a child, she’d passed that SHIT she’d lived through, onto me, her child, and, she would always kiss the bruises that her nightmares gave to me too.  Lived in a world of her nightmares, that, was how I was raised up, and, I’d heard nothing BUT those silent screams, you know, the very high-pitched, screeching sounds of pain?

Lived in a world of her nightmares, I will continue to, until she dies, then, I’m finally free, and, chances will be, that I will, pass this world of nightmares that I’d got, down to my own offspring, because although I realized that this, was NOT the right way to raise someone up, I had NO idea of how to make changes, so the same things don’t happen to my own offspring.

Lived in a world of her nightmares, we were all made to, and, she didn’t even know, that her nightmares, had become ours.  Up to the moment she died, she still doesn’t realize what she’d done to us was wrong, but, we do, and, we vowed, to NEVER put our own young through what she’d put us, her young through.

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