That, is just how she’d always presented herself, but, is it, truly (I mean, for real now!!!) how she feels? Not necessarily!
Behind her happiness, there’s a “hint” of barely visible sorrow, sadness, and something else, loss, perhaps, who knows, that’s hidden way beneath, in that place, where only she knew to exist, that she’d kept away, from the rest of the outside world, and that, was just how she’d learned, to survive!
Behind her happiness, how can she be so happy all the time, it’s like nothing could ever get her down, it seemed, she’s always very positive, encouraging to others, but, deep down, she’s NOT at all like that, and she herself knew this, because she’d buried that deepest, darkest secret she’d carried with her all her life inside.
Behind the happiness, that’s just it! Nobody ELSE notices that there’s something beneath the surface, and, because she’d painted on her smiles, to perfection, nobody EVER detects that she’s in need of a shoulder to cry on.
Behind the happiness, there’s always MORE to be observed, but, do any of you see that? Of course NOT! Because all you will see, is how happy she APPEARED to be, and, nobody ever even bothered to ask how she feels inside……….
Behind her happiness, there’s a ton of sorrows, and undealt-with betrayals, that’s just way too difficult, for her, to groom through right now, and so yeah, she’ll, hide her true self away from the rest of the known world, until one day, she finally CRACKED, then, we’ll see WHAT happens then!