Codependence Came Knocking Again

Knock, knock, knock, I’d counted them, three, three knocks, on my front door, and, I already knew, before I’d even peeked out the window WHAT (instead of a “who”???) it was.

Codependence came knocking again, it’s like it’s trying to tip me over or something, and each and every time I’d worked hard, to IGNORE, it’d only hit me harder.

Codependence came knocking again, and, I really can’t deal with that constant, banging-on-my-door, louder-and-louder sound, and so yeah, I’d opened up, and allowed it back into my life again.  And once it (codependence) had found a comfortable place in my life, it’d squatted, and refused to leave, I’d threatened to SUE it, but it wasn’t afraid of my threats, NOR was it afraid of the “law”.

Codependence came knocking again once more, and this time, I’d made my mind up, barred UP my heart, so there was NO way that it (codependence) can POSSIBLY get to me, and I’d took me a very long and a much-needed nap (as my way of ignoring it, codependence???), and, after I woke from my afternoon nap, I don’t hear that knocking again.

So, I’d KICKED codependence, for now, and, who knows, maybe, tomorrow, it’ll come a-knocking again, and then, I’d have to take that same nap I’d done today, to ignore it, one day at a time, I’m getting myself, farther, and farther away, from codependence…

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