Stuck in the Memories of the Body

Oh, I feel so much pain, all over my body, and, I couldn’t resolve anything, because I don’t recall HOW I’d gotten all these bruises, bumps, and what-nots, and so, I’m stuck, in the memories of the body here, yearning, aching, to be set free, but, I just can’t, be free, I mean, because I’m STUCK, in the memories of the body here.

Stuck in the memories of the body, there’s NO other way out, and, the only way I can alleviate myself from the pains, is if I CUT myself with a knife, and, because the pain is getting worse by the day, I needed, to cut myself, to mutilate me, to destroy this “sheep skin” that’s covering up the “wolf”.

Stuck in the memories of the body, how will I ever break free, from all of this? Each day, I wake up, with this gooeyness that I feel, I try to move my feet around, but, I can’t, they’re STUCK, to the ground, for good, and, the harder I’d struggled, the more STUCK I’d become. Stuck in the memories of the body, will I ever be able to break free? If so, when? And if not, how am I, suppose to live, as a ghost that can see and feel, but can’t be touched???

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3 responses to “Stuck in the Memories of the Body

  1. Memories of the body… The worst torture. Sending you comforting hugs

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