If I Had a Voice

This, is ALL before I had……….GAGGED myself!!!
If I had a voice, I’d use it, to speak up and out, against everything that pisses me off in the world, and, ain’t NOBODY ever gonna be able to silence me!!!

If I had a voice, I would sing out the truth, like how the Little Mermaid wasn’t able to tell the Prince that she was the one who rescued him from drowning, instead of that OTHER woman who just came by at the right time (that OPPORTUNIST!!!).  If I had a voice, yeah, but I don’t, I’d been muffled up, and there’s a LOT of static when I try to speak (woof!!!), and, because I ain’t used my “tool” (hello, that’s my V-O-I-C-E here!!!) too long, I can make a single sound that’s comprehensible.

If I had a voice?  Oh, yeah, I DO have a voice, and it’s still growing louder, AND stronger here, by the nanosecond, as we speak too, and, ain’t NOBODY gonna shut ME up, silence me, or STOP me from B-I-T-C-H-I-N-G here, because???  Oh yeah, like you got what it takes, to silence me?  Think AGAIN, as the O-N-L-Y one on this freakin’ planet who can make ME shut up is still???  Moi, and, I have the right, to exercise my vocal cords here!!!

If I had a voice, I’d use it, to scream so fucking loud, that ALL your ears are gonna B-L-E-E-D, at the sound of me, SCREECHING (kinda like that time when I realized that my already DEAD Emily was going to carry the entire weight of the world upon her two tiny, baby shoulders?) yeah, it’s kinda like that, and, I know I won’t BE able to make that sound again, because I wouldn’t know H-O-W………

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